How did you know that I hate you??


Whats do you do that makes you do unique? How do you just know and keep on moving forward thru life 5 steps ahead.  How are you so grounded? Life sucks and you have the nerve to walk thru life like the Universe loves you. 

You have nothing to your name no fame and yet you have the nerve to walk around the world like the Universe favors you. You act like the sun shines just to make your day better. 

I want only rain and storms and disaster for you!! How dare you survive and thrive. You wake people up, you educate them you teach them to heal themselves. You are a menace. 

God touched , reincarnated royalty whatever your excuse is for being you ... I don't like it. I know you have done nothing to make me feel this way but I feel like you will steal my family from me. 

You have this can do attitude and this inner confidence that it's all gonna work out for you in the end. It's like you have some special  information no one else has.

People can't steal whatever you have going on.  Anytime you start to fall off you find back with a vengeance. They can't train people to do what you do. 

I feel misogynistic and combative when it comes to you. Anyway the patriarchy can ruin your life I am here for. You just seem to be gliding thru life. 

I guess deep down it could mean I like you more then I want to admit to and that pisses me off. You should not intimidate me! I don't want to be with you though I think I just want to be you. I want to step out of my life and possess yours. 

I want your gifts, your abundance and your power! Give me all you got and I will do what you  ever could do. I will rise to the occasion and crush everyone who challenges me. I will excel, triumph and fructify( make something fruitful or productive). I want to be the in-between feeling for others like you. 

I don't want to be the villain, but vs you that's all I can ever be. Oh karma is coming to collect and I owe her several lifetimes of debt after this go round.  I hate that with you I just can't measure up.  I want to say it's all your fault. You got me discombobulated. 

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