Play games with your mama not me!

You want to come in telling lies. You want to have sex. You would willingly be a whore for me to get what I have cuz you're too lazy to put in work in something real that would be lasting for you. You didn't appreciate that they don't make them like me no more. You were to focussed on what I had and what others saw as valueable in me instead of seeing me. I tried to heal the wounds in you that others caused and you kept hurting me. So I walked away and you have the nerve to be begging for me back. I gave you all the freedom in the world and you bound me. You attacked me and had others join in at blocking my life. You dont see me, but you see my financial worth. Fuck you and your emotional, physical, and finacial abuse. Noone has time for someone with so much self hate that they project it on others. Go on and be with people who dont value you or themselves. Misery loves company and this person was throwing the biggest pity party. Spiritually attacking is beneath you, but you seem to love to stoop. You cant get in where you fit in anymore. I am so far removed from this bullshit and you have the nerve to be pulling on my energy. I don't move like you move why can't you see that? You can't live in my energy you have to figure out your own life. You are smart put your mind to work on healing you for once. I never once asked to be more I just asked to be the only and you didn't get I really meant it. Keeping me anchored in your garbage is selfish how do you not understand I don't want any parts of it? I rather be alone then even on the outskirts of this circus. I know I trigger you that was the divine plan, but it wasnt for you to attack me stupid it was for you to learn from me and grow with me. If you are crying get some more tissue cuz I ain't turning back now so you wont be stopping. I have found my path and I love being on it. Why would I get off to travel the road of loneliness and ridicule for you? You act like I don't know you would leave me alone on it? I have found my backbone it is time for you to find yours and it cannot be the one forged by your family or friends. Its time for you to take ownership of your bad choices and addictions you say you are grown? Well now its time to show the Universe.

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