Taurus

You don't feel like you come across as impressive. You are learning about love and its from somone you see as worthy of being looked up to. You experienced heart break and watching this person is somehow healing you. They have been hitting a lot of nails on the head and its helping you see clearer. You feellike they know what is around the river bend. They are your Grandma Willow. They are a loving individual and you adore that in them. You feel lower then them for some reason. You know that you have some shadow work to do. You didn't realize you could work on healing yourself that it is not just a wake up one day and bam new perspective new out look on life. You want to reach out to them. You want to break bread with them. YOu know they can help you heal your inner child. You also know if they deny you its totally deserved. You want to learn to be the most genuine version of yourself and that is hard you want to learn how this person does it. They aren't perfect and are more then willing to live messily out loud. You low key hate becuase you are jealous how did they figure out life the way they did? You wish you could just stop by and visit them. You went thru a lot of childhood trauma and you see that this person has some knowledge about getting past that. You see what they had and you wanted it and you got black eyes and drugs instead. You saw a false person wrapped up in anothers energy. That is what you fell for. That is not your fault how you behaved is what you have to make up for. It is not a easy road at all. It takes time to heal. Keep looking in the mirror and speaking kindness and love into yourself. Stop fighting to maintain connections meant for others. How many more times will you hear about how another is loved and then seek their lover?? Third time is the charm you whisper, but nope you got way to many lessons to learn to be focused on a relationship. Take your butt to the doctor. Whatevr is happenig no its not normal for your age. Reach out to this potentail mentor the worse that can happen is they say no.

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