Virgo/ Artha

In Vedic astrology, Artha is a concept that refers to the material security and economic prosperity of a person and those they are responsible for. Artha is associated with three houses in a birth chart: the second, sixth, and tenth houses. The sixth house is ruled by Virgo, which is the sign of health and routines.

You miss the way someone effected your life. Your in pain now and there is no way to reconnect.You thought copying someone else would gain you the happiness you saw in them. You saw love as a attack or gloating and it was just how someone is. You felt alone and thought copying someone who you percieved was happier was going to get you the same joy. You are unable to check on them to see if you are winning finally.It bothers you more because you know they are not checking for you. They have seperated from you and they are moving forward as one who doesn't want to be attached to karmic energy does. You was meant to build a legacy instead you have splintered off to a new path. Its fairly desoulte. Its time for you to reevaluate YOUR life and fix your behavior. You can't control anyone else so fix what you can and thatis yourself. There is so much magic in healing. Its very hard to heal and to batte depression no one said it was a walk in the park but if you choose to only focus on what could have been you will never be statisfiesd. You will continue to walk on the nacks of those who would have happily boosted you up. If people knew you was wishing for their downfalls so you can be the only one on a pedastal. You have repeatedly have been abandoned or left and it is because of the energy you are putting out into the world. You have lost the ability to glamour folks into being docile and yet willing to fight on your behalf. The piper has come and if you wont pay up it definitely will b epaid by your children this debt is heavy and the burden cannot be ignored.