Aries/Dharma

Aries are said to have a karma of taking action, starting things, and being free, but not being too self-absorbed. Some say that people born under the sign of Aries are known for being courageous, energetic, and adventurous. They are also said to be independent and thrive in dynamic fields like business, military, sports, and engineering.Some say that Aries is suffused with the potency of the creative impulse and can be sharpened like an artist's too. According to astrology, the dharma of Aries is to balance their fiery nature with patience and self-awareness. Aries are known for being bold, independent, and enthusiastic, and their dharma is to use these traits to start things and be free, but not be too self-absorbed. Aries are natural motivators who can ignite passion in others. Aries can embrace their independence and self-reliance to pursue their passions without being hindered by others' expectations. Aries are born to advance in arts, culture, entertainment, and more.
My karmic has a karmic and its because I don't have more then what they see to offer them. I am not as soft as I pretend. I use my emotions as weapons to get my way. I have been acting out and now the streets are watching.
There are connections I wish I understood better becuase they feel real, but I know they are my competion and so I know really they are fake. I just want real even if I am fake. I pray and pray but I dont really chnage I put on a mask until I crack. I want the high life. I want what was never mine to have. I want to take from others anything they got up their partners just to fill that hole in my soul. I feel like I wasn't put on this earth to do anything but be miserable. Someone I thought was going to always make me look good is surpassing me. They are reaching the potential denied them so long. I want to be happy for them but I can't. They make me feel bad which makes me out and then I look bad. I have been going within but I dont want to get deep it hurts to much. For love you will fight but do you know the difference from toxic love and real love. You see now there is a profound difference and you have seen it with your own eyes. Real love has harmony. I am working so hard ad I eel like I am getting nowhere. I don't know how to transform myself other then body modification. I want to fix a particular connection. They are the only individual who seems to love me no matter what but I kept betraying them. I slept with their person and even got pregnant( or got them pregnant), but I went and had a abortion/paid for, but I hold that info close. I dont want to be seen as the bad guy. I deserve it because I am a dawg, but I can't handle it. I'm not built as tough as I pretend.

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