Aten

Aten was originally a manifestation of Ra, the sun god with a falcon head and humanoid body. The word Aten means "disk," "orb," or "sphere" in ancient Egyptian. Aten is depicted as the sun's disk with rays that extend down to Earth and end in human hands. The hands sometimes hold the ankh, the symbol of life. Aten became the central deity of a monotheistic religion called Atenism, established by Pharaoh Akhenaten. Akhenaten changed his name from Amenhotep to Akhenaten, which means "Glorified-Spirit-of-the-Aten". He also moved the capital of Egypt to Akhetaton, or Tell el-Amarna, which he intended to be the center of his religious beliefs. Aten was depicted differently than other Egyptian gods, who were often shown in human form with animal or human heads. After Akhenaten's reign, the worship of Aten was replaced by the traditional Egyptian gods and belief in Amon-Re

Please don't cry anymore. I won't leave anymore. I was weak and couldn't pay bravery to be around me. I see where I need to change and I am putting in the work. I won't be pretending to anything more then who I truly am from now one. Living a false identity did me no favors. I put my life at risk with each risky liasion. I dread thinking of my past but I know I have a lot of healing to do especially in my heart. I was so rigid. I see now though that it wasn't really anyone else but me. I let even my friends behave as my ops to statisfy my own self hatered. The time for that behavior is over. You have a role to play and all the parts aren't yours stop accepting these pathetic ass peoples scripts and notes and do what you are here for. You cannot be what you never was shaped for. You can try and tray and all you will gain is is more heartache.