Second House

The little things you do make my heart smile. I love your fucking vibes. I love how your energy is soothing it eases my mind and I will always appreciate you for that. I see your spiritual health got you looking phenomenal. I know now after all is said and done I want to grow old with you. I see you and I know why so many people love you. You have this child like aura that draws people in. You have rich energy what ever you do flourishes. I don't have the spine to come and ask you for a date. I don't feel I have everything I need to come to you as a proper partner. I'm very insecure right now but,I am growing. I have put aside some of my addictions. I am not completely prepared to give it all up. I had hopes of making a family with you, but I see you got options and you might not be choosing them you aren't choosing me either. I totally get that seperation happens in connections, but I don't want this to be the end. I know I come across as a curse in a body, but I want to be better for you and myself. Right now I am at war with myself because it is harder to find balance then it is to pretend baance. I need to figure out this soul family thing so I can build with the right people.

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