Taurus

Someone spent a lot of time trying to convince some one that that a connection was meant to be. Either you or they are a liar. Maybe you both are, but the connection was false to begin with. There was never love, but there definitely was competition. Somone refused to allow another to find wholeness, peace and love outside of them. There was a backwards mindset and definitely some egotistical flavored thinking. You want your connections to flourish not crumble. So healing your inner child is your upmost desire at the moment. Seeking counseling, therapy whatever asistance you need to seek to get this shadow work cleared is your biggest focus at this time. It would be nice to feel comfortable in your skin but its next to impossible right now. Fighting demons seems to be the only exercise you are getting right now. You keep fighting a fight when they would have left a while ago. YOu aren't changing so why are you fighting?? You know what to do to heal and you rather sit in this energy you are in. Obstinate as heck. You are even watching folks upset they seem to be figuring out life instead of focusing on the things right in front of your face. You could be saving some of your things before the "house" catches on fire ya know get a strong box ( a mental box thatyouplace your happy memories and those that give you strength) and put it as close to the door as possible. You may not overcome every obstacle in life but that doesnt mean lay down and give up. I do caution you to be more careful of your heart. Not everyone is going to appreciate it. There are even those who will set out to destory your heart. If they are coming towards youmake them prove their words. Sweet talk can up being acidic for the soul. Hate can mascarade as love in order to capture and torture. Not all mean well for others. You arent meant to understand their perspective in reality you need to figure your own out before you try to walk a mile in anothers shoes. Stop speaking negatively about your life. There is silver linings you have to seek them out. Eveb in the most toxic of connections there are slivers of calm and in those moments clarity was gained . Put all those instances together and wrapp yourself in that cloak of reality and see it for the lesson and blessings they were because gave you clarity on the chaos. You are wanted on this Earth you have apurpose even if its to just be loving to your family and community. Seeds of love are needed by everyone to plant.