Leo

You are working on yourself. You want to be better not just for yourself but for your partner when you come together. You can't wait to pull them into your arms. They lift your spirits. Your grandparent Angel that total has your back in this connection. This change you are going thru is going to elevate you. People will want to fight you aout this change. They will declare its fake thatit wont last. They don't understand this is the mature version that has always been there. You are not walking but running away from people who always had their damn hands out, but when your back was turned they was pulling your coatails to pull you down not alert you to danger. These folks definitely had a hand in you burying the real you in a iron mask. Preventing you from being your genuine self by making you feel like that person was embrassing and undesired. You was always a desireable energy and anyone who hurt you so bad you put on a new identity needs to stay the HELL away from you. You have stopped fighting what ever it is will be is your new motto. No more fighting to be heard and seen. Why fight back when you just have to stand? No more multiple connections. No more spreading yourself thin to never really win. No fighting no more feeling abandoned within a connection. You are more then nice clothes and good energy. That is one thing noone has to lie to you about that. Relax and be yourself. The right ones are going to recognize and love you for it. No ass kissing needed. No one stopping you from being your best any longer. Some of your behaviors need to change thought you have been undercover so longer the wrong behavior has become your secondnature. I need you to get back to your first self its best for all even those who are destined to cry and miss you.
You got that wet ass personality that you gotta change up. Who wants to hang out with Unca Scooge before the triplets and Webby oved in? Who wants to be around a cankterous ass? As you heal you will build a life that other will desire to emulate. No fake facade anymore the real you is dangerous enough handsome/beautiful as well. Fix up those negative habits like porn, drug, and sex addictions. If you want to create you cant have deadness in your energy. You aren't destined to be messed over by the world that was others projections on you because you were meant to be great. Noone wanted you to be great and that feeling was real and honest. You just took that Ugly Duckling energy up to the 10th power and decided you need vengence. You didn't have to tease them you didn't have to string em along but you did. Now you need to release that pain and embrace connections that won't judge.
You got someone looking thru your things. Phone, computer, tablet and all they are finding is your real truths and for once they don't have they emotions thinking for them. They are breaking because they realize they never knew you and what they did was a facade and they are upset becuase you are not the person they wanted. The person you pretend to be is their ideal. Some people are the friends with the monster under their beds and in their closets. It is not for us to expect their skeletons to come out and scream " Beetlejuice tells lies". Just be glad you dont have a STD or STI from this particular person. They hoping you will come back so they can tell your person that you still have no self control. Your damage is never being believed by those who know you. It would take a lifetime to heal all the bridges you burnt. It is possible to have your change accepted. You just have to be transparent not hiding behind others like a internet troll. Your lifes work is making it up to all you betrayed and being a example of change and remorse. You are the one who shows your progeny and their friends and your peers how to do a real 180 and then prosper. You are a change maker. Those who want to be better will not be able to do it with you but they can because of you. They have their own journeys to go on. You finally realized its solo dolo on the lessons but having companions on the walk makes it a bit easier. So now you are looking for your travel comapions . When they connect with you it will be awesomesauce.

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