Let them Judge me all they want I am always gonna be ROYAL

I want real relatonships. I want a real connection. I am not confident the world will give me a real chance, but I am going to snatch if I have to. I am trying to look at the storms of change as coming regardless, but with me I am finally happy I have found the safe space in myself. I know I cannot come back to some past connections due to all I have done. I have no right to have hope and yet I do It bubbles in me like a fountain. I am grasping at straws, but I know there is better in this world for me. The universe made me a promise and I am holding it to it. I have spent to much time messing things up and I have to fix it. All my efforts noone needs to know it, but me. I have learned to not define myself by others opinions. Change is coming are you as prepared as you appear cuz I know I am not. I want to come in and cause safety for as many as I can. I want to help as many I can prepare for healthier futures.
Learning to think for myself in an enviroment that wants you to be a followerer is repulsive, but I strive and thrive. I want to leave an impact in the world and pour into my lineage. I have accepted I can do alot with little and folks will still be mad. So when I have much and can do more I am ok with them choking on their envy cuz its not my problem!! Why should I not help people just because someone wants my energy with no reprocity? If it takes me one soul at a time, one connection then so be it I am not gonna stop. I just will walk with discernment.

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