The Jig is Up

Its been time to induce soe trasformation in your life. Why you would keep putting it off is beyond me. You keep blocking out the noise and the people who are the cause. If it isn't about peace or money it isn't worth expending your energy. You have determined within yourself to not kowtow to others expectations and to find within yourself your truth. You have become your own angel. You chose your own lane and you found security and stableness. Now its time to teach others what you have learned and came across during your journey thru life. You have stories to tell start telling them. You have that speacial something that others have and it pushes them toward the spot light. I didn't say you wanted it I said its in you.

You have spent so long trying to hide that light, ignoring when there was a dazzle in certain peoples facces. You had connections that were all quid pro quo and you never took more or complained when you got less.. Well the time for that crap is over. You realized you werent missed your skills and connections were missed. Your talents and charisma were desired,but not in you.

You was seen as a easy mark and many tried to take advantage. You made them feel lucky and loved in a unique personal way. You make people feel. You find words for moments and you know how to emote realness folks can't emote what isn't in them. Folks want you to rush thru life ignore it. Calm and steady is your pace. Knowing you don't have to move like others move has created a freedom. You have grown, changed and flourished do not allow others to take that from you. Those who came against your friendships, love and family are now fighting to be back in your energy because seperating you from those meant to be in your life made them hapyy. Those folks are about to reap all they sowed in your life.

Time is racing on and it can no longer be ignored that you have to keep moving forward. Stop looking back!! The loss, failures and ostracizing all had to happen to shape you into who you are. Without your trauma you would be a different you. That is not a be glad for you pain statement this is a we acknowledge it now lets find the silver linings. You don't need to go and seek what the Universe has in store for you. You don't have to fight and be labeled the bad guy just because you aren't being a door mat any longer. You are not a VICTIM. Where you came from, the people you are descended from are only parts of your story. Broken families do not create broken people a society that doesn't support broken families does. Their talents and gifts may have been passed down to you, but that doesn't define your story. What defines your story is your choices and then your actions when those choices play out. There will be some who come back and test you and your boundaries hold them to them because any and all respect will be gone if you give in. You have a 6th sense when it comes to people its a sight to behold. Everyone unfourtunately can't see the world as you do and you can't expect it or even try to get them to see that. Yes you got a lover on the way. No applying pressure is not going to be their M.O., they will not be abusive, they will only shower you with love and affection and I hear you deserve it.