Thoth

The Thoth zodiac sign is an Egyptian zodiac sign associated with the god of wisdom and learning, Thoth. People born under this sign are said to be wise, energetic, romantic, and courageous. 
Dates: April 1–19 and November 8–17. 
Associated traits: wise, energetic, romantic, courageous, inventive, enjoy learning, and excellent problem solvers. Associated symbols: ibis, baboon, scales, papyrus role, stylus, crescent moons, and pens.
Thoth, the Egyptian god of wisdom and learning. Virgo, the sign ruled by the Moon and Mercury
Life is leveling out and truth be told its not how I thought it would turn out. I thought my secrets was safe. I thought the people in my connections were to oblivious to notice each other let alone what I was up to. Someone gave them a cheat sheet and now they got me clocked. On top of having me clocked they are turning it around on me. They got they hands out and attitudes soaring. They still haven't figured out me close to the vest secrets, but that baby is gonna be obvious soon. The other ones... if I just stick it out maybe it will fade I mean its meaningless it hurts no one but I think I am falling in love. If I didn't have so many choices I would have seen you sooner and I wouldnt have messed up so much. I thought money and apperance mattered more than wisdom and clarity. I was intrigued by earthy passion and I didn't realize it was leading me into asunken place. My money was what I thought was going to be my hook line and sinker to garner me prestige. I forgot its in me not on me. I forgot who I was. I forgot what I wanted to stand for. Now I have to find myself again and I don't think that a real one like you is going to wait. I have been thinking about showing up with a gift to reflect my geniune and sincere apologies for being such a jerk. I stay up at night trying to figure out how I fumbled you so badly. I shake my head at the fact you are my enemy maybe you aren't maybe it isn't to late. How did you get away and get so far??? I want to rebalance the scales. I want to be complete and I dont think that is possible in this situation and I have no idea how to fix the circumstances in both of our favor. I won't let that stop me. Together I see us being strong and building a legacy that gives us all we want and need and provides for the future and its future as well.

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