Year of the rat

"Year of the Rat" refers to a year in the Chinese zodiac cycle where the animal symbol is the rat, signifying new beginnings and characteristics like intelligence, quick-wittedness, adaptability, and being hardworking and thrifty, as the rat is the first animal in the zodiac cycle; people born in that year are considered "Year of the Rat" babies and are said to possess these traits. In Chinese culture, unlike in the West, a rat is not seen as a pest but can symbolize wealth and prosperity due to their ability to reproduce quickly. 
  •  People born in the Year of the Rat are often described as intelligent, resourceful, adaptable, charming, and social.
  •  The rat is the first animal in the 12-year Chinese zodiac cycle
If there was a energy for you I'd say you are embodying Katt Williams circa 2024 Janauary. You know something or you got a feeling about soething that is about to happen and you have done your best to warn folks, seoreate from folks and get connected with the right folks. Have you moved perfectly? Hell NO !!! who honestly does? Even the best laid plan hurts someone or offends another. That is just life, but understanding that is part of moving forward with fewer regrets. As far as you are concerened truth is a tool that can be sold just like some pentagon secrets. So you have done your best to wield it with responsiblity. Your pursuit of the truth lead you away from some connections. Lovers and friends alike have been left to the wayside in pursuit of truth. You even had parents of these lovers attacking you. Trying to keep you from their children in futile attempts to have control in a situation that didn't need it. If they knew how agressive their projections toward you was they would blush with shame for being so obvious. For some it was just refusing to offer you simple kindness. Now you are busting your butt to get far,far, away. Thankfully folks have such large egos that the idea of you going anywhere is laughable to them. You have broken free from the hold they had on you in the past and many are trying to figure out how to reel you in. Unfourtunately for them you do not move like they do anymore if you ever did truly. So any axcess especially sexual is not now nor ever will be on the menu of your life for them. Thank God for you one of them has a S.T.D. Your attachment to spirit is what has awakened so many. Your fight to heal is known and that its over is also widely being repeated. The fact you won't take false love and gratitude is also known. So those who do not feel deserving of your kindness do not know any other way to get your attention. Simply asking for help is beneath them but blackmailing you into helping the makes perfect sense. You are elusive like a butterfly. When you come along surprises abound. If only they had appreciated you as you were. They will never again get to experience the joy your presence brought. They have the nerve to be mad at you for not chasing them harder eventually you would have been allowed to catch them for a moment too keep you chasing when they break away again. Teasing a future where connection was possible was the bait many used to keep you solving problems, giving, healing and researching your little heart out while they just lived their lives. How did you like being so many peoples personal Google everything? From maps to random tidbits of data that you so kindly broke down to their intellectual level you was that person. You are releasing the broken what if dreams you had and the pain of allowing theose dreams to die hurts. Feeling truly alone instead of just emotionally lonely is a new vibe but its peaceful and freeing. Reloving yourself apparently is a never ending act that you must participate in daily. Do not fret. Life is getting better everyday and its because you had faith in yourself GO YOU!!!

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