Heart Song The Hearts Truth

 Divine Feminine, If you won't be my Queen I'll find another one.  You aren't who I thought you was any way I needed a push over and you are too confident in your place in my life in your place in the world; just confident period.  I've changed and you have as well. I am trying to be better, but if you aren't better we are just going to stay in the toxic cycle we both hate. I won't do that with you or to myself again. I need you to embrace life and open your eyes to the signs.  I am not the enemy I promise. I am in the same battle as you walking away from friends and family who don't mean us any good. If they don't have our best intentions at heart then they don't get to influence me anymore. I'm struggling to be strong. It's not easy to do this. I don't know if I'm even doing this right. I sometimes forget if I am doing this for you or me I just know this battle has to be won. I'm trying to focus on just my part because you said

 This message is from the Leo to their person or friend who they are in little to no contact with... You always come to my rescue. let me save you this time. I might really mess it up but I want to try. You make me feel defensive because I'm unsure. I wan to be confident fo you not just around you. Give me a chance. If you need to talk to you friends or your spirit people do it but you need to trust your intuition.   I just want to look into your eyes they seem to hold every answer and dream I've ever needed or thought of. You still have some growth to do, but its worth it. The beautiful person you are blossoming into is undescribable, but undeniably you. You bring so much joy to me and your kisses just caress me . I feel love in everyone of your kisses. How could I not though? This love is so powerful. Did I tell you I miss you? In every moment of my day I go to share it with you then stop.  I'm growing please be patient. I have to admit I want to ask you on a date so you

 Whitney Houston ~ I will always love you Someone thinks they need to say goodbye. That the pain they feel won't ever stop happening. Their person wants them to stop crying they are coming and then there won't be any reason to cry anymore. Although often they think leaving is actually for the best.  A stubborn feeling has you defensive and you feel stuck and that is burdening you sometimes to the point of illness. Always on the defensive feeling like you had to be strapped for battle is tiresome. You've petioned your higher self and guides asking if you show your vulnerabilities can you win. Whether by magic or by rules. Ready to give to the situation, but suspicious cuz folks are trifling. The Divine is willing to help since you asked, but you will only get what you are supposed to have not necessarily what you want, but it's exactly what you need.  

 Kiana Lede~ Second Chances You are feeling blessed. Releasing all that doesn't serve and seeing the blessings and yet there is pain in this release your not as happy, because you don't want to let go. Yet, you realize it's for the best.  Bounty is there you just have to get to the root of what's been holding you back. You have all these arguments with yourself about why you shouldn't, but the reason why you should has always been been there. Now you're looking for the strength to keep on this path. You have the light to see where you are headed. Don't hesitate. What you are headed for is going to be your wish fulfillment, but you have to trust yourself. you have planned your path out well and all I can say is happy trails!!!

 Kehlani~ Can I  Alicia Keys~ Show Me Love You want to show some passion to someone to let them bask in your love. You want to verbalize your love and giving them physical love and healing by changing the type of love they are used to receiving. This person brings out the fire in you. They got you matching their energy, talking like them, acting like them lol its ok it's cute you are mirroring each other.  You been feeling like you been petitioning God for a love like this and you have worked to be " worthy" of this love. It worth the work for it will bring abundance in every area of your life. This relationship will cause you to feel royal as you are reborn in love.You was made for this love and the only danger that you may face is feeling vulnerable because the love will be so real you will want forever. You have found what you are looking for you are safe. 

 Kiana Lede~ Forfeit You or someone your dealing with is done. Whatever the problem is they or you want more. More attention, love from their person. Someone needs to pray for direction and heal this relationship, because the doubt is eroding what little trust is left. Earth sign or Air they feel walking away is the only right answer even if there's love there.  You feel like the fight is done. You aren't seeking wisdom in this situation because you feel justified in your behavior. You feel you are on the right path, but while you have all the tools you need your still not moving what is the problem? You can't keep living for people you have the right to be truly happy. You are the one keeping yourself trapped. 

Fergie~ Big Girls Don't Cry Smells bring back memories. Childhood memories of being happy  and innocent to the world. Nostalgia is fun, but you can't stay in those past memories. You have to deal with where you are now. Your dreamy eyes need to focus whether you are dealing with a water sign or fire sign before you turn your back to what you missed while daydreaming.  You fought for this change. What are you seeking that is in your sight? As long as you're still seeking you won't be able to be confident in your role. Instead of coming out the leader you will serve if you won't get out of your own way. 

 Kevin Gates~ Let It Sing Mariah Carey~ We belong Together Tay Kation~ Levels Daft Punk~ Instant Crush Trey Songz ~ Slow Motion You are back and forth with your emotions. You want to love, to feel... You feel like you have found the right person, but you also feel like they showed up at the wrong time. You want to wine them and dine them, tear off their clothes, but you don't want the relationship part of the situation. In the meantime your seperating from old things, relationships and mindsets trying to follow your intuition as you make moves and your person better watch out. Your ready for them even if you don't want labels.  Spirit says no more burdens, no more fighting, no more feeling like you've been battling against foes in real life and in your head. You have the right weapons to defend yourself against anything. No weapon formed against you shall prosper.

 Celly Ru~ Hot & Ready Whoever has it out for you has no idea who you really are. They think your going to bow the neck to their bullying. You aren't to be messed with. They also don't get you aren' t going to stoop to their level you don't have to react to their fired shots cuz they aren't hitting you the target.  Folks are in regret though. They are realizing that nothing has meaning anymore without you in their life. You are a light with a beautiful spirit. They see you healing from past hurts.  You are making moves and learning information that will take you further. Make your work your play and when you do earning money won't seem  like such a hardship.  You are so in your head. You're pouring out your blessings instead of holding them. Stop that nonsense!! You are bountiful when you are walking in confidence bring about a end of things that no longer serve you.

 Erykah Badu~ Next Lifetime "Your energy feels so damn good to me. It picks me up, don't want to come down. You got me spinning all around."  You are in your emotions crying alot. Spirit wants you to speak aloud your hurts you need to hear the pain in your own voice so you can finally heal. You are trying to deny the new you who is trying to court you and your like um no not now I like who I am, I'll change later, but the new you is saying you don't smile inside you are actually numb. If you could you would break up with yourself just to get away from the negativity in your soul.   The burdens of life don't capture your attention like they used to its the ones you volunteered to take on. The feel like the weight of the world bending you over, but your working on it though it hurts your heart you see a better world and you are finally choosing it for yourself. 

 Blinding Lights ~ the Weekend You're trying to figure out what you want in life. From work to love, life just feels empty and your wanting to not be alone. There might be even a certain someone you desire, but your other desires are more important right now. You feel attached almost stuck to this person. Your intuition is telling you this person is good for you .... its you. are you good for them? Can you focus on them like do your other desires fairly?  Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery they say, but it makes you feel foolish and exposed because you feel like what your showing the world isn't the real you. You have to work hard everyday to be your best self and you suffer from imposter syndrome so when folks copy you it feels wrong, but that is on them.  You are being your true self. You work hard everyday and it feels like it's not worth it anymore. You want to be the leader, but you can't figure out how to do it. You are searching for answers while toiling

 Bluelights~Jorja Smith Pictures play a part in how you communicate, but you're sending them to the wrong person and someone knows, but it's not your bad. It's theirs. The person your dealing with is in the wrong. They know they shouldn't have them. Don't accept the blame even if its pressed towards you. Unless you did know then own your part in this mess and walk away.  Money is heavy on your mind, but how to get more is baffling you. Living paycheck to paycheck is getting old. You want to flourish like a flower and you feel your next endeavour will have you sitting pretty cuz you are being wise you may feel worn out but that feeling of getting your shit together is godlike  and you are finding just the right way to present this idea to the universe.