I suck at emotion laid conversation.

 6lack~ Prblms

Timing is at work. When you reconnect it will be like the first time. Your person recognizes you have trauma from their past behavior. They are upset that you are not speaking to them the way you used to and the silence is eating at them.

They know you are a gift from the Divine and they don't want to let you go. 

They want to finally create some precious memories with you. 

They for some reason don't want you to be aware of how they feel. They want you to come to them begging for their attention and then they feel they can show you slowly how intense their love for you is they are yours heart and soul. 

They want you to be their lil baby. 

They wish you would just give them a chance to prove that THIS time it really is different. They want to sweep you off your feet they still want this chance. They realize they don't know how to be a adult. They are aware their behavior has been a big issue in your situationship. 

They are battling within trying to heal themselves. Instead they are trapped being scared to say anything cuz they might mess up  they are scared to even try. They are so frustrated with themselves. They truly have love for you. 

The thing is they aren't done playing games. It's all they know to get you back. Plus the hurt from you leaving has caused them to not have courage. They think if you know how they feel you will hurt them because you have the power and they can't even imagine that comfortably it really freaks them out. They think if you just give them a chance they will sex you into loving them again. 

Yes, they know they are NEEDY you wasn't supposed to catch on.