Heart Song The Hearts Truth

You are about to find out that you was willfully lied to often. All because of a lover you had. This individual isn't in your life any longer, you outgrew that connection. You learned a lot from that failed connection. You learned to be your own safer harbor, so to be under attack for something you see as failure is crazy. Your ex is still stuck on that #DivineP and hasn't released you from their heart. They tried to steal your support, clout, and even your hobbies, trying to be a better you. What kind of partner does that! Your ex had the world seeing you thru a crazy lense, but the inability to keep up with the lie or find proof to support it has finally caught up to them. Your ex was your sweetest taboo, but your unordinary love was a facade for a lost individual. Your unhappiness brought them pleasure until they needed that joy to brighten their life and your hater knows and is trying to prevent this. Meanwhile you are running for the hills. The only person hurting is y...

Someone  wants access to you. You're at a distance. This person or people want to give you some old school love. I'm 👂 hearing that O.G. kind of love ( platonic or not its that ride or die 50 yrs later still got each others back).  Yet , your moving on. You surprised them by moving on. That was no where in the plans.  These (this)  individual(s) is (are) not a weirdo(s) or abusive they are just really arrogant. They have messed up and fear another chance won't occur. They really didn't believe you walk away, but you did and you flourished so now they feel you dont need them.  You always seem to have a plan and right now you got boundaries protecting your gifts and you  are blessed.  You are flourishing in some tech based career and not only are these people ( this person) watching they can't look away. 

If I could just get them to hold me down. Kiss ass? Tell me how...  My head game is phenomenal. My communication though... not so good. I could be the best lover given the chance. We are so different I think that might rip us apart.  If i got them and then lost them...I'd crash the fuck out. I pushed them away to get my ego stroked by strangers. I don't want to go thru another season without them. I am on my way to them. I just want a chance. I have no idea if thats a good idea, but I have to try. I know they are trying to heal from me but.. fuck all that I need them.  I can show them I am sincere. I want to go home. Home is in their arms. I will confess everything to get a chance. I love them so, but I think what I have done has made it impossible to fix things.  It was my job to show in every interaction and moment that my love was real and there for them.  I was in my negative masculine energy and was so very toxic. I look for signs and answers and i'm ...