Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Someone  wants access to you. You're at a distance. This person or people want to give you some old school love. I'm 👂 hearing that O.G. kind of love ( platonic or not its that ride or die 50 yrs later still got each others back).  Yet , your moving on. You surprised them by moving on. That was no where in the plans.  These (this)  individual(s) is (are) not a weirdo(s) or abusive they are just really arrogant. They have messed up and fear another chance won't occur. They really didn't believe you walk away, but you did and you flourished so now they feel you dont need them.  You always seem to have a plan and right now you got boundaries protecting your gifts and you  are blessed.  You are flourishing in some tech based career and not only are these people ( this person) watching they can't look away. 

If I could just get them to hold me down. Kiss ass? Tell me how...  My head game is phenomenal. My communication though... not so good. I could be the best lover given the chance. We are so different I think that might rip us apart.  If i got them and then lost them...I'd crash the fuck out. I pushed them away to get my ego stroked by strangers. I don't want to go thru another season without them. I am on my way to them. I just want a chance. I have no idea if thats a good idea, but I have to try. I know they are trying to heal from me but.. fuck all that I need them.  I can show them I am sincere. I want to go home. Home is in their arms. I will confess everything to get a chance. I love them so, but I think what I have done has made it impossible to fix things.  It was my job to show in every interaction and moment that my love was real and there for them.  I was in my negative masculine energy and was so very toxic. I look for signs and answers and i'm ...