Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Blocked, Blocked,Blocked  Doors closed, numbers changed,  new home, new car. You have a new life and it doesn't include the people you grew up around. Verbal and financial abuse, defamation of character and attempts to have to you ostracized and abandoned. That was your life.   To have you waffle thru life trying to figure out why they always left you behind or left you out. To watch you perform for scraps of love was the life they desired for you because you received too much love outside of them with no payment.  Freely others stood for you and provided the safe haven you never received at home.  Whatever family drama you was dealing with is over. They was stalking your socials for proof to prove they was justified in their behavior  trying to get you irritated on your dms to have a crash out.  You learned love plays no games and real family wants healing not to save face. 

 Your mother had plans and she feels you're causing her delays. You pointed a light on her and she's trying to be unseen. She's been trying to connect to you through texting. She feels you're arrogant and you are asking for more than you deserve. If she was questioned about your life she would not be able to tell folks why she sabotages you. This mother tries to hide her struggles by moving the focus to you. You aren't trapped by life or by her,  you aren't kissing her butt for approval either.  She might suffer from mental illness, but that does may excuse her malicious behavior period your whole life has been a play in survival mode now it's time to thrive. She may not have been the Naomi to your Ruth, but she definitely won't be stopping your Ruth or Boaz from entering your life. Right now a lot of upheaval can be happening in your life, but she knows and she doesn't care. Out of sight out of mind is how you are trying to live while de...