Heart Song The Hearts Truth

 Your mother had plans and she feels you're causing her delays. You pointed a light on her and she's trying to be unseen. She's been trying to connect to you through texting. She feels you're arrogant and you are asking for more than you deserve. If she was questioned about your life she would not be able to tell folks why she sabotages you. This mother tries to hide her struggles by moving the focus to you. You aren't trapped by life or by her,  you aren't kissing her butt for approval either.  She might suffer from mental illness, but that does may excuse her malicious behavior period your whole life has been a play in survival mode now it's time to thrive. She may not have been the Naomi to your Ruth, but she definitely won't be stopping your Ruth or Boaz from entering your life. Right now a lot of upheaval can be happening in your life, but she knows and she doesn't care. Out of sight out of mind is how you are trying to live while de...

You really cant treat folks right can you? Everyone is not out to get others. Some people want just follow their path and be at peace. You decided if they are happy to destroy them. The worse part is you used your spititual gifts against innocent folks. You came for the right one though. Those return to senders are beating your ass arent they. Your pain is someones spirit teams best work. This person was meant to push you to face your darker side and grow. Instead you behaved like the #karmic you claim you're not. You came for their work their means of surviving in this world, like you arent struggling too. You really mad you not in their skin?? Get some damn help. If you was my childhood sweetheart, sibling, friend and I found out you had been the cause of most of the bad things happening in my life... Yeah your triffling for attacking people especially someone you claimed to love. If they had commited suicide you would have been all crying telling everyone how you loved t...