Heart Song The Hearts Truth

If you want my body and you think I'm  sexy... You thought you found the perfect partner. A freak, ready to do whatever whenever.  You had no idea they were an abusive, gold digging monster.  You put up with them belittling you and ostracizing you thinking that your love for them would eventually be recognized.  No,  your love was a joke to them. It was only a means of controlling you. Now your dealing with health issues and no real support.  Trapped in a prison of your own making your not sure how it got so far out of hand.  You are making plans in secret,  but how can you trust them to be executed? You are waiting for a sign and soon as you get it game on.  You may be counted out but your not giving up. Your legacy won't be that of a cuck, but of integrity and morals.  You will have your vengeance and the underdog will be rewarded. Take that as comfort while you are in this fox hole moment in life.  The ene...

One, your like a dream come true, Two just wanna be with you....  Your heart longs for someone out of reach. You played games, lied on their name and lost in a race you never should have started.   You was bold in your behavior never thinking that it would be the very thing that caused you to lose.   Others accepted and coddled you and your mistaken belief of immunity against the consequences of your actions.  Now the board is swept clean and you have no moves left, no pawns to sacrifice to your childish whims.  The day you thought would never arrive is here. It's time for the other shoe to drop, for the other side of the double headed coin to be revealed.  All your tricks and manipulation tactics have lead you to this spot at this very moment. No covering or protection will aide you in hiding from the light of exposure.  The lies,  the cheating,  the stds and for a few abortions are about to be made known. All those sec...

The weather outside is not frightful where you are at. You are out and about and people are peeping you and falling in love from your aura, your looks, your voice. Whatever it is you got it.  Some one has a message for you and it's all put if their toxic ego...pay them no mind but understand how they see things... How do you keep blaming me for you fucking up our connection? Why do I have to keep forgiving? Let's stick with the fact you choose up. Oh you chose wrong? How is that a we problem??? I chose me always the winning team far as I'm concerned. Everytime you knock me down I find a way to stand back up. Ohh I'm so bad tell me about a time I ruined your life ...not inconvenienced. Yeah I know who I am and the blessing I was now that I'm gone... you gonna hurt. No curse or hex just me gone and the consequences of your life piling up. Yeah humble pie is bitter it washes down better with honesty and self truths. 

You don't know how long I've anticipated this.  From our first kiss to the first next morning.   Come here let's see if there is a spark. I wanna kiss you and see if my knee buckles if they do oh boy are we gonna  fu... cuddle so hard that first night. You got big hands they are gonna soothe and stretch me i just know it and I can't wait. You want me to ride your tongue, fingers or dick? Let me know how to start cuz on all of them I plan to cum often and quick. I plan for you to fuck me into a puddle and slurp me back up. Your my first choice, my second and my back up. Pillow princess nah your body's Empress. Worshiping at the altar built by my parents so devoted I won't stop you. I just wanna top you, have you deep in me as I see stars then shatter in your arms. I wanna cover you in my necter and start again. I'm insatiable and I hope you can keep up. if not you better have a stiff upper lip, cuz you can't talk your way out...

 Your mother had plans and she feels you're causing her delays. You pointed a light on her and she's trying to be unseen. She's been trying to connect to you through texting. She feels you're arrogant and you are asking for more than you deserve. If she was questioned about your life she would not be able to tell folks why she sabotages you. This mother tries to hide her struggles by moving the focus to you. You aren't trapped by life or by her,  you aren't kissing her butt for approval either.  She might suffer from mental illness, but that does may excuse her malicious behavior period your whole life has been a play in survival mode now it's time to thrive. She may not have been the Naomi to your Ruth, but she definitely won't be stopping your Ruth or Boaz from entering your life. Right now a lot of upheaval can be happening in your life, but she knows and she doesn't care. Out of sight out of mind is how you are trying to live while de...