If you don't get your head out your butt and pay attention to your surroundings...

It's a time to be clear in your movements. Have clarity and move in wisdom. You are feeling driven don't get distracted. Its already winning. Spirit knows you don't feel complete, but you are just fine because what you are waiting for  is just around the corner. 

You love being in the midst of your Spirit guides.

You feel accepted and loved and its beautiful. 

Keep protecting yourself, energy and home. Some people are trying to see the world the way you do. They are pissed that they can't and because you can they hate you even more. No, in this instance hate is not a strong word for them they truly mean it. Some of the people want you dead.  They think then it won't matter if they don't get it whatever that is, but you won't have it either. 

That you've made it this far is due to your indomitable spirit. You have been working on yourself becoming more comfortable with realizing you matter to you. That and self love that you need more than anyone else's. You seem to have come back to a place where you rather not just open yourself  to attack like you have grown used to doing. 

No longer are you attacking yourself and anyone around you.  You are learning to work with your demons instead of fighting them  until they finally won in your internal struggle . 

 You don't have to make it up to yourself you just need to start now! 

Angel Numbers: 1010, 756,