Aquarius

Stop worrying about what certain people think of you. The overall feeling is you are a delight. Your need to be in control is causing you to make some missteps. Slow down what is meant for you is coming. Just not on your time table. I know your like ive been waiting days, weeks, months or years for this where is it?? It hasnt came because you was surround by people who had no problem taking things from you by any means possible, ask for it, steal it convince someone else to steal it, sabotage it, anything so YOU didn't have anything unless you kissed THEIR ass to get it. 

 You are abnormal because you dont fit their molds not because something was wrong with you. These people figured since they cut corners, cheated, stole and lied to get the lives they had that of course you would do the same. 

 You have been calling back your energy and those who tried to cloak themselves in it and tried to take your accomplishments and claim them as their own... 

 No matter how much they wanted you to fit the mold of a joke and a loser if they looked around and looked at the mirror in their soul they would see the clowns around them and that they are a clown as well they fit right in. Never trying to become better just appear like they are better then the rest. They then go home depressed drinking and popping pills cursing you for living in your truth. 

They are feeling the loss. Some of them are realizing how much they miss you, how you made their life better, you was their lucky charm, the pot at the end of the rainbow and they shittted on you. I'm getting heavily some of them are drinking heavily, daily cursing you, your growth, your looks, your ability to have boundaries. Who do you think you are they wonder, how are you smiling thru adversity? If i was you.... but that is just it you are not them!!!! 

They keep trying to project their fantasies on you. Basically if they was you they would be a hoe who manipulates people with their sex organs to come up in life in other words these motha fuckas are lazy!!

 They will search for you in everyone they meet and repeatedly face rejection because they will try to mold these new people into you. 

Some of you have a narcissit in your life as soon as you stepped away they took the burdens you left and tried to place them on another to be shocked that it was refused. What do you mean sacrifice with no reward who does that??? 

You did and now you dont. Your truths, their truths, all the truth is coming out and people are starting to see they always had you fucked up.

 They judged before they communicted and you have called for a cleansing of your life. Some of these dumb fucks is doing magic especilly during the new and full moon. Guess they dont know you dont have to protect yourself that shit barely glancing off you. 

Your appetite is fine, your skin clear, ahir growing, sleeping well... you are not destitute and eating from a garbage can, getting abused by your partner, on drugs or alcoholic.

 The life they meant for you is theirs to embrace. Every curse and ill wish they are living. Some of them cursed your children and they are watching their children suffer. A few of your haters (more than 5 trust me) got together and made group efforts to plan how to get you off your path. They are shattered because you are still moving forward. Ever changing never stagnant. They're being tormented by the thought of all the good you did in their lives. They know they cannot come back into your life.  They know no money or any other bribes wil get you to lower your boundaries again and they hate you for having that strength.