Hathor, Taurus, Gemini

You have been looking for the gold at the bottom of the rainbow. Did noone tell you that you are the gold? You are the blessing. You have been so obsessive what is around you and its been determental to your well being. You need to get to a point where you understand that its not what someone gives you but whats within. You cant have empty relationships. When your pouring out more then you are recieing you are losing. Just having a connection is not worth the meotional and mental toll of being with someone to not be alone. I m proud that you arent blaming others for your problems but your still wallowing. You are not broken and you dont have to put your self in competion with people. Live your life for you not others. Remember that you love yourself. Noone is holding you bck but you. Get up and move!! I promise noone is using magic or sending you the eivl eye any bad things going on in your life is KARMA for your own decisions and the path you chose to walk. You want so bad for it to be anyone elses fault but its time to open your eyes to your actions and start making better, wiser, healthier choices. Your so busy worrying baout how people see you that you aren't seeing you. You think you're under atttack so you are attacking people. Its going to back fire badly I suggest you stop and HEAL. Whoever has been teching you and giving you guidance thank them becuse you are truly lost. Whomever you are admiring is the real deal and can teach you a lot. You just need to ask. They are someone who can teach you things that will last a lifetime. They will teach you to be ok with being by yourself and with yourself. They will show you healthy boundaries by example. This person will not hurt themserlves for you so do not expect them to say yes. You may keep learning from a distance and that might be your path, but your expectations are yours to bare not theirs. This person has learned to hear themselves in the cacophony of being in this world filled with opinions.They hve learned to truly value what is important. You may have missed that lesson in the past but it is never too late to learn it. What ever you did to make this person your enemy ( percieved or not) pologize the worst that can happen is they dont acept it and you move on, but its not about them this about you owning all your shit and finally growing up. GO YOU!!

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