Just give me a chance

I want to rush in. I don't want be a slave to my excitement though. I want immerse myself in you. You know it when folks are coming in to mess with you. So I cant just be rushing into your life. To me you represent wisdom gined thru eperience. You embody safety in a evil world. You are a magnet for good luck and wealth. I want to drink your waterfall thts how bad I want you. I cant move towrds you. I want to come barreling in. You are star and I love you already. I know that doors are opening for you. I wish I had that example while I was growing up. I know I come across as closed off but im scared of you. You will break my heart and keep moving and call it healing. How do i protect myself from you leaving me??? I swear give me a chance and I'll show you I'm worth it. I wanted you to change but I see now I neede to change. Everyone sees you moving like a god\goddess. You create avenues for knowlege to be shared. You teach people to see their own gifts and talents. You help people find ways to no longer be used. Yiu strive to know moreto do more. Anyone who thinks you arent a go getter is a hater. People took you for granted and they will miss out I dont plan on being one of them.

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