What your Karmic Mother is doing

 Your mother had plans and she feels you're causing her delays. You pointed a light on her and she's trying to be unseen. She's been trying to connect to you through texting. She feels you're arrogant and you are asking for more than you deserve. If she was questioned about your life she would not be able to tell folks why she sabotages you. This mother tries to hide her struggles by moving the focus to you. You aren't trapped by life or by her,  you aren't kissing her butt for approval either.

 She might suffer from mental illness, but that does may excuse her malicious behavior period your whole life has been a play in survival mode now it's time to thrive. She may not have been the Naomi to your Ruth, but she definitely won't be stopping your Ruth or Boaz from entering your life. Right now a lot of upheaval can be happening in your life, but she knows and she doesn't care. Out of sight out of mind is how you are trying to live while dealing with her is the only way you feel safe.

It's been a long of your life feeling sheltered but this new path is your truth path. The type of some underhanded things done behind your back is crazy but she doesn't understand the universe tells you everything you need to know to be safe and grounded. 

Life is hard for your mom and she wants to convince you to hear her side of the story about WHY she abuses you.

 You have passed on loved ones protecting you from her. You deserve peace and you can't get that as long as your Mother is involved in your Life. 

There is no love loss here, her  means of attacking you don't hurt like they used to period no amount of ass kissing and love bombing will reunite you period your level up is salt and your mother's childhood wounds period keep moving forward.