Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Someone thought you was like the rest. Now they are mad, cuz they feel like they missed out on something when it came to you.  This person judged you based on people you had around you. It was not first hand knowledge.  For some of you you lived like everyday was your last, but you didn't live brightly now your a star shining brightly because you are living your dreams.  Now this person sees you have been fighting literally for your life against people determined to put you in the middle of their drama. People are really pressed to include you in their relationships just to leave you out.  This person saw folks adapting your style,  the way you walk, talk, and dress. They thought you was the follower now they see you was the blueprint.  They are watching people falling over themselves to get back in connection.  You are like #ferngully and your ops was the #nexxus trying to suck the life out of you. These ops really thought tear...

Someone misses you. They spent more time disrespecting you than trying to celebrate you and the potential of your connection. You might be connected to someone locked up. This person was trying to keep you bound to them they got hurt while they tried to diminish you to a point you would put up with all of their bad behavior based off of your love for them. Instead of accepting the box they put you in you looked around said this ain't for you and you walked away.  Don't be surprised that they are circling back trying to sell you lies. Up to and including marriage proposals to hold on to you.  Noone could see them like you do. So they did everything they could to blind you while they bound you. They also did all they could to stop believing the version of them you saw.  I'm hearing they will offer physical pleasure to ensure a space in your life.   Like a royal you deserve to be pampered every now and then, but this person acts like you exist to please...

Someone  wants access to you. You're at a distance. This person or people want to give you some old school love. I'm 👂 hearing that O.G. kind of love ( platonic or not its that ride or die 50 yrs later still got each others back).  Yet , your moving on. You surprised them by moving on. That was no where in the plans.  These (this)  individual(s) is (are) not a weirdo(s) or abusive they are just really arrogant. They have messed up and fear another chance won't occur. They really didn't believe you walk away, but you did and you flourished so now they feel you dont need them.  You always seem to have a plan and right now you got boundaries protecting your gifts and you  are blessed.  You are flourishing in some tech based career and not only are these people ( this person) watching they can't look away. 

Sirens, the clanking of chains,  smoke, screams Its all crashing down around your ears. Shouldn't have dabbled, should have left that door closed...  Can't shut up the voices. Can't hide from the eyes watching. No shadow is safe. Peace has fled and won't come close,  the tick of time is deafening as chaos and retribution head your way.  It wasn't worth it. It was fleeting. It was a ruse by the to Universe to expose you.   You weren't taught to seek permission, to use your talents correctly. You was taught to use your gifts to humble and now you are the one being humbled.  A person can be a bum on the streets and a God in the spirit world your assumptions about spiritual rank is why you are suffering. Including others in your decision to attack has others sharing your plate of comeuppance. Loss of jobs,home,pets,friends and family 

They want to know why your so kind. They see you going thru some rough times that should have you giving up on life and you haven't. How are you thriving? How are you over coming all that you have gone thru. Now people want to be involved in your life . Now they fear you moving away so they can't view your roller-coaster existence.  You are master manifestors and they wish to see how you do it. You're growing and thriving and your doing it with love. Some of your biggest fans are your ex's. Needy mofos  who just want what you got. They also need your forgiveness your indifference hurts them. Some of them are trolling you just to have some kind of connection.  Don't look back your real people is out there and will put in a effort like a hungry ogre searching for food. Some people from your past now regret not just how they treated you,  but for those of you with children they regret the time wasted.  If given a chance they would hangout with you to ju...

If you want my body and you think I'm  sexy... You thought you found the perfect partner. A freak, ready to do whatever whenever.  You had no idea they were an abusive, gold digging monster.  You put up with them belittling you and ostracizing you thinking that your love for them would eventually be recognized.  No,  your love was a joke to them. It was only a means of controlling you. Now your dealing with health issues and no real support.  Trapped in a prison of your own making your not sure how it got so far out of hand.  You are making plans in secret,  but how can you trust them to be executed? You are waiting for a sign and soon as you get it game on.  You may be counted out but your not giving up. Your legacy won't be that of a cuck, but of integrity and morals.  You will have your vengeance and the underdog will be rewarded. Take that as comfort while you are in this fox hole moment in life.  The ene...

One, your like a dream come true, Two just wanna be with you....  Your heart longs for someone out of reach. You played games, lied on their name and lost in a race you never should have started.   You was bold in your behavior never thinking that it would be the very thing that caused you to lose.   Others accepted and coddled you and your mistaken belief of immunity against the consequences of your actions.  Now the board is swept clean and you have no moves left, no pawns to sacrifice to your childish whims.  The day you thought would never arrive is here. It's time for the other shoe to drop, for the other side of the double headed coin to be revealed.  All your tricks and manipulation tactics have lead you to this spot at this very moment. No covering or protection will aide you in hiding from the light of exposure.  The lies,  the cheating,  the stds and for a few abortions are about to be made known. All those sec...

Its like your just a few feet behind me. I want to lean back against your chest and feel your arms around me.  The feeling of your arms haunt me and ive never felt them. My lips ache for your taste, my heart swears it will break from a love its never known. The siren song of your heart beat pleads with me to be still so you can catch me, but I never was running.  You were I can't convince the voices in your heart that continue to keep us apart. I don't want to make promises. I do want to hold you. I want to whisper my pleasure in your ear as you give me more then you ever knew you could. I want to surpass all your dreams so you prefer you staying awake. You won't need to look elsewhere and I'll show you why your my king. Help me fortify this connection so we can elevate. I know we are meant to live amongst the stars so why not build our legacy with the universe so its impact is felt to the far reaches of infinity and beyond? I feel ...

The weather outside is not frightful where you are at. You are out and about and people are peeping you and falling in love from your aura, your looks, your voice. Whatever it is you got it.  Some one has a message for you and it's all put if their toxic ego...pay them no mind but understand how they see things... How do you keep blaming me for you fucking up our connection? Why do I have to keep forgiving? Let's stick with the fact you choose up. Oh you chose wrong? How is that a we problem??? I chose me always the winning team far as I'm concerned. Everytime you knock me down I find a way to stand back up. Ohh I'm so bad tell me about a time I ruined your life ...not inconvenienced. Yeah I know who I am and the blessing I was now that I'm gone... you gonna hurt. No curse or hex just me gone and the consequences of your life piling up. Yeah humble pie is bitter it washes down better with honesty and self truths. 

You don't know how long I've anticipated this.  From our first kiss to the first next morning.   Come here let's see if there is a spark. I wanna kiss you and see if my knee buckles if they do oh boy are we gonna  fu... cuddle so hard that first night. You got big hands they are gonna soothe and stretch me i just know it and I can't wait. You want me to ride your tongue, fingers or dick? Let me know how to start cuz on all of them I plan to cum often and quick. I plan for you to fuck me into a puddle and slurp me back up. Your my first choice, my second and my back up. Pillow princess nah your body's Empress. Worshiping at the altar built by my parents so devoted I won't stop you. I just wanna top you, have you deep in me as I see stars then shatter in your arms. I wanna cover you in my necter and start again. I'm insatiable and I hope you can keep up. if not you better have a stiff upper lip, cuz you can't talk your way out...

Someone is walking  away their message to you or your message to them ... I use to think I needed you.  Now I see you was just a obession a way to ignore what was wrong. I needed to heal to stop chasing what I thought I needed in another and seek it in me. It took letting you go for me to finally grow.  It wasn't them , but it pushed  me in their arms. Don't worry they fucked up too  lies wrapped up in passionate connection had my heart hoping they would rescue me in me depression . Showing me  I had more to learn  there was still something my heart didn't know. I stepped away finally healed for me not to be someone's possession,   but to have control of how I show up in this world. I still seek mutual obsession  a mirrored connection in a healthy way.  Help me heal  as I soothe your scars kinda of love.

Im sorry you aren't feeling blessed and highly favored. I'm sorry you feel like Shawn Hunter (Boy Meets World) and percieve yourself as trailer park trash.  Change the way that others see you by chnging how you see yourself. Right now you are reconciling your darkside with your light becoming your true self.  You are owning the pain of the past and choosing to heal. You are no longer dealing with a blocked Crown Chakra.  There might be even those who feel they need you to stop healing becuse its stopping them from looking down their noses at you. You got money coming your way a d they can't stop it. You will be traveling,  experiencing life and they won't be able to participate in your life ever again.  You won't have to put on for Noone ever again. You will experience people who will lift you up. People who won't expect you to compete for their love just so they can devour your energy and leave you dry and lifeless. Folks have realized they lost ...