if you would just stop and turn around im still here

Its like your just a few feet behind me.
I want to lean back against your chest and feel your arms around me. 
The feeling of your arms haunt me and ive never felt them.
My lips ache for your taste, my heart swears it will break from a love its never known.
The siren song of your heart beat pleads with me to be still so you can catch me, but I never was running.
 You were
I can't convince the voices in your heart that continue to keep us apart.
I don't want to make promises.
I do want to hold you.
I want to whisper my pleasure in your ear as you give me more then you ever knew you could.
I want to surpass all your dreams so you prefer you staying awake.
You won't need to look elsewhere and I'll show you why your my king.

Help me fortify this connection so we can elevate.
I know we are meant to live amongst the stars so why not build our legacy with the universe so its impact is felt to the far reaches of infinity and beyond?

I feel like saying just take my hand, but it will be harder then that.
There are traumas and triggers in both our sides that can't heal until we connect.
I want to promise it will be perfect, but I can't.
I will say we both will work our hardest to ensure the health of this connection and while we work toward balance let me see if 

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