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Haters are gonna hate

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Whatever is hidden is about to come to the light.  Things you needed to be made aware of finally reaching your ear. While the lack of knowledge left you out of the loop it also shined a light on those with alterior motives against you.  You had people in your life fully willing to sabotage you to stop any chance at growth.  As long as you stayed stagnant you had their support, but any attempt at movement upward and forward. Immediately blockages both physically and spiritually.   Right now you got a feminine energy all in your mix wishing you nothing, but the worse in life. Your desire to lead a life separate from her and her manipulation has left her floundering for a new lackey and Noone is as good as you. She got your assistance,love, and protection and you swallowed the abuse and made it look pretty. She won't stop til she is dead. To the outside it will look she's just trying connect but you and I both know its to be involved in your life to undermine it....

Your inner thoughts about your person

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If I could just get them to hold me down. Kiss ass? Tell me how...  My head game is phenomenal. My communication though... not so good. I could be the best lover given the chance. We are so different I think that might rip us apart.  If i got them and then lost them...I'd crash the fuck out. I pushed them away to get my ego stroked by strangers. I don't want to go thru another season without them. I am on my way to them. I just want a chance. I have no idea if thats a good idea, but I have to try. I know they are trying to heal from me but.. fuck all that I need them.  I can show them I am sincere. I want to go home. Home is in their arms. I will confess everything to get a chance. I love them so, but I think what I have done has made it impossible to fix things.  It was my job to show in every interaction and moment that my love was real and there for them.  I was in my negative masculine energy and was so very toxic. I look for signs and answers and i'm ...

You should let go and move on...

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You ain't kissing ass. Not that anyone asked you, but your standing on business. They walked away from you and it would be nice if they came back, but you sure as hell aint chasing. Your love is actually toxic so it might be for the best. No amount of grounding and cleansing is going to erase the stink of your betrayl. You cant toss this into a void and pretend you didnt cause this pain for them, but it really is easier then talking about it. Its just too much work to make it up to them. Suicidal thoughts cloud your mind as you think about never being in their life again. How can you go on when so much evil was done by you. Its not surprising that your confidence is gone, you are a piece of shit and realizing that is so disheartning. Change is hard, its always hard so why bother? Always with the hoops and drama. They should just give in. You have nothing to gain by staying like this yet you dig in like you like this life.You invest in those who undermine you for wht to prove yo...

Year of the rabbit

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You really cant treat folks right can you? Everyone is not out to get others. Some people want just follow their path and be at peace. You decided if they are happy to destroy them. The worse part is you used your spititual gifts against innocent folks. You came for the right one though. Those return to senders are beating your ass arent they. Your pain is someones spirit teams best work. This person was meant to push you to face your darker side and grow. Instead you behaved like the #karmic you claim you're not. You came for their work their means of surviving in this world, like you arent struggling too. You really mad you not in their skin?? Get some damn help. If you was my childhood sweetheart, sibling, friend and I found out you had been the cause of most of the bad things happening in my life... Yeah your triffling for attacking people especially someone you claimed to love. If they had commited suicide you would have been all crying telling everyone how you loved t...

June

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Here is a breakdown of the spiritual meanings associated with June across different traditions: 1. Pagan and Wiccan Traditions June contains the Summer Solstice (or Litha), which is the longest day and shortest night of the year in the Northern Hemisphere. This is a powerful time for spiritual practices and is celebrated as a peak of solar energy, light, and life. The spiritual significance of June includes themes of: Abundance and Growth: The season is at its most fertile, representing a time to celebrate and manifest desires. Balance: It is a moment of equilibrium between the light and the dark, symbolized by the "battle" between the Oak King and the Holly King. Magic and Manifestation: The veil between worlds is said to be thin, making it an ideal time for spells, rituals, and connecting with nature spirits. 2. Catholicism In the Catholic Church, June is traditionally known as the Month of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. This devotion focuses on the love, compassion, and...

Just give me a chance

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I want to rush in. I don't want be a slave to my excitement though. I want immerse myself in you. You know it when folks are coming in to mess with you. So I cant just be rushing into your life. To me you represent wisdom gined thru eperience. You embody safety in a evil world. You are a magnet for good luck and wealth. I want to drink your waterfall thts how bad I want you. I cant move towrds you. I want to come barreling in. You are star and I love you already. I know that doors are opening for you. I wish I had that example while I was growing up. I know I come across as closed off but im scared of you. You will break my heart and keep moving and call it healing. How do i protect myself from you leaving me??? I swear give me a chance and I'll show you I'm worth it. I wanted you to change but I see now I neede to change. Everyone sees you moving like a god\goddess. You create avenues for knowlege to be shared. You teach people to see their own gifts and talents. Yo...

virgo

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You want to be in charge so bad. Im sorry you aint noble, pure or even passionte about anything real. The things you need to grow you never had it instilled in you. You also choose to sty uninformed. You arent making a effort to improve yourself. You stalk folks with creepy uncle energy regardless your sex. You thrive being a monitoring spirit. You behave like child with no consequences. You might use things to tie people to you. Alcohol, weed, drugs, sex anything to get your hook in them. You analye to surprise. You try to pretend that you have much in common but you dont. You have nothing within. You epect to be catered to anddont deserve it. You havesome pedestal type mindset ehere you see yourself s better then your peers and its sad because you are lacking in so many areas. If you was to be analzyed I see #rabbit from the #hundredacrewoods type energy. Folks talking bout how fucked up you are and how your me first attitude hurts people. You got this idea your money makes yo...

Will you be my girlfriend/boyfriend? Please be mine...

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No matter how I try to hide it this is me. I am pessimistic and negative. Unlike you I can't see the beauty in everything. I want you to teach me becuase I dont want this moment to pass me by. Its hard because I cantadmit how i betrayed you. I couldnt move forward in my life because I was too busy trying to stop you. Now your entirely entitled to shut me out but I hope you wont. Everything you do you do with integrity. You dont rush thru life. Iknow ou have spent a lot of time strssing thru life but you still over come. I stole from you. Your time, energy and for some even your money. I know I need you, I wish you needed me as much. I cry over how I ruined this conection. We was like family and I ruined it. I cant look you in the face becuse of the heaviness of my betrayl. I hope we can come back from this. I know things will never be the same, I still cant believe how I hurt you. I hope you will save space in your heart for me. I admit I am jealous of you and how you move....

Khepri, leo,virgo,sagittarius,cancer

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Someone in your family did all they could to ensure you would always put them first. This person either talks alot or they talk alot about you. This is someone who you trust to keep your secrets, but its coming out they used your secrets to sabotage your life. This person manipulated you to percieve everyone as the enemy except them. Its time you need to think about this connection from a distance because its been determental to your whole life. When you finlly wake up to this your whole life is going to change. They know you are going to walk away so they hve caused distrations to keep you close. They didnt want to be seen and understood not by you or anyone else. You want to move thru life like noone is watching but people are and you need to be more ccountable with your actions. You re to invested in your love life and have let your whole life go downhill. You want a lover to save you from your evil family member but you are assisting your kin in attacking your hero. Its tim...

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capricorn

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You found someone who makes you feel seen. If you was wondering yes they re soulmate. are they your forever only the Universe caan tell you but right now today they are definitely your person. You learned to look past the vibe to the person. This person makes you to feel free to be fragile, to be vulnerable. This onnection is not just physical. Its healing your heart. You stopped trying to find people to match your asthetic and instead you looked for a soul match. You guys click in a way you never imagined. Ugh if you are having tooth problems please take care of your teeth. Don't worry if your person is territorial its not in a control you type way. You dont need a crowd to have your back you have them. Relax you are safe. You have people who denied you, ignored you, abused you and stole from you coming back around realizing you was the good thing in their life. They wont give up. Expect them to keep this up on and off for the next 5 yrs or so. Yes they know how stupid the...

Wolf

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The wolf is a powerful and complex spiritual symbol that holds different meanings across various cultures and traditions. It is often seen as a guide, a protector, and a representation of a powerful duality: the balance between fierce independence and deep loyalty to the pack. Here is a breakdown of the wolf's spiritual meaning from different perspectives. Core Spiritual Meanings The wolf as a spirit animal or totem is generally associated with: Instinct and Intuition: The wolf's survival depends on its keen instincts. Spiritually, it symbolizes the importance of trusting your "gut feelings" and inner voice to navigate life's challenges. Loyalty and Community: While the "lone wolf" is a popular archetype, the pack is central to the wolf's existence. The wolf represents strong family ties, communication, and the importance of finding your own "pack" or tribe to support you. Freedom and Independence: The wolf's untamed nature and abi...

Birch the achiever, Capricorn, Aquarius

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Birch the Achiever" is a term from Celtic Tree Astrology, a system that assigns a tree sign to individuals based on their birth date. Characteristics of the Birch Sign Dates: December 24 to January 20 Personality: People born under the Birch sign are known as "The Achiever" because they are highly driven, ambitious, and resilient. Key Traits: Natural Leaders: They are cool-headed and often take command in difficult situations. Ambitious: They have a strong desire to reach for more and are always striving for higher aspirations. Resilient: Like the birch tree, which is often the first to grow back after a fire, they are tough and can thrive in challenging environments. Inspiring: Their drive and ambition can motivate others. Compatibility: According to this system, Birch signs are often compatible with Vine and Willow signs. Who are you walking away from? They are claiming their love won't hurt you but, all i hear is crying. A broken woman wailing in my he...

Aten

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Aten, also known as Aton, was a sun god in ancient Egyptian religion. While the Aten was a minor deity for centuries, it became the focus of a unique and controversial religious system known as Atenism during the reign of Pharaoh Akhenaten (formerly Amenhotep IV) of the Eighteenth Dynasty. Key Aspects of Atenism Monotheistic Worship: Akhenaten elevated Aten to the status of the sole god of the Egyptian state religion. This was a radical departure from the traditional polytheistic beliefs, where a pantheon of gods was worshipped. Symbolism: Aten was not depicted in a human or animal form like other Egyptian gods. Instead, it was represented as a sun disc with rays extending downward, often terminating in hands that offered the ankh (the symbol of life) to the pharaoh and his family. This symbolized Aten's role as the life-giving force of the universe. The Great Hymn to the Aten: This famous hymn, believed to have been written by Akhenaten himself, praises Aten as the creator ...

Hathor, Taurus, Gemini

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You have been looking for the gold at the bottom of the rainbow. Did noone tell you that you are the gold? You are the blessing. You have been so obsessive what is around you and its been determental to your well being. You need to get to a point where you understand that its not what someone gives you but whats within. You cant have empty relationships. When your pouring out more then you are recieing you are losing. Just having a connection is not worth the meotional and mental toll of being with someone to not be alone. I m proud that you arent blaming others for your problems but your still wallowing. You are not broken and you dont have to put your self in competion with people. Live your life for you not others. Remember that you love yourself. Noone is holding you bck but you. Get up and move!! I promise noone is using magic or sending you the eivl eye any bad things going on in your life is KARMA for your own decisions and the path you chose to walk. You want so bad f...

Hapi, virgo, cancer, gemini, sagittarius

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Get up off your butt and do the work!! Spirit wants to know what the heck you are waiting on?? Change occurs even when we try to sit still so stop going withthe flow and do your part. You are abouts to flip the script soon as you get your head out your ass. You are not doing shadow work you are learning to work with your shadow. You starting a partnership with yourself that noone can come between. The way you look will attact many, but your heart and deeds will be what keeps them. You will drop seeds that others will water. Youa re about to shpow people why your whole past is a lie. What you was is not who you are. People are trying to get close to you by anymeans necessary. No amount of moon magic is being used on you. You arent getting fucked by the universe trust me you would know. In fact te universe is seperating you from potential threats cuz you have been under attack for to long. Appreciate the down time. If you havent sat back and seen how bless you are right now...

Anubis, leo cancer

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If you was worried that your persons female matriach was casting against you shes not. This woman knows youare good for your person . You are unearthing some secrets both of them would prefer covered up becuase you are causing them both to go within and heal. Your out of this world energy is affecting them. You made your person feel vulnerable in a way with your own healing journey. You decided to stop crying and start surviving. Your person and their momma/aintie/oldersister/grandma booth feellike they need to kiss your ass to fix this issue their indifferent behavior caused. Your person and their older female relative are sick. They need you to become the family caregiver. You would have to move state for this but all the better so you can be isolated. Your person is going to come in dangling the connection you first sought withthem. They don't understand you dont want them or the connection anymore. Your patience is gone. You lived a upright life while they spread lies ...

divine feminine and masculine

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Your person is worried. You have pulled back and arent sharing your energy anymore. Yhey know there is a uniqueness to your connection. Your person hs bad boundsaries and right now they are going thru hell because of their lack of boundaries. This person may not have any piercings. This person had many option and went and found someone else new and regret it. If given a chnace they would definitely netflix and chill with you ya know som HBO and oh no time. This individul knows they messed up with you by dishonest. They are hoping diine timing is why you ahvent reconnected not that you are done because they ply to many games. You peeped their in and out energy and dipped. This person is heavily thinking about you. They let others opinionns and lies about you stop them from moving towards you and now they are in regret. The longer time goes with no ocmmunication the more their hope dies. If this was a childhood sweetheart you grew up and they refused to.They saw you healing and c...

hawthorn the illusionist, cancer, taurus

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In Celtic tree astrology, Hawthorn, also known as "The Illusionist," (May 13 - June 9) represents a duality: a seemingly calm and ordinary exterior masking a passionate and creative inner life. Those born under this sign may appear withdrawn but are actually deeply thoughtful and considerate. They are often misunderstood as outsiders, but possess a philosophical bent and a strong desire to help others. Here's a more detailed look: Dual Nature: Hawthorn individuals often present a calm, even mundane, exterior while harboring a vibrant inner world of creativity and passion, according to V A N C O R V I D. Misunderstood: Their tendency to be withdrawn, despite an underlying extroverted nature, can lead to them being perceived as outsiders, according to WALK WITH WALSH. Philosophical and Considerate: Hawthorn individuals are known for their thoughtful and philosophical nature, as well as their considerate and helpful disposition, says WALK WITH WALSH. Honesty: Their ...

Nutwood, Aries, Libra

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Someone had hopes of working with you or just being with you. Instead you are abouts to be hit with some judgement. Due to your beahavior this individual has stepped away and refuses to turn back to you. Some of you will get a chance to reconcile others of you they could care a lot less then the do but they have love for you just cant stand your triffling ass. You may be feeling this person trying to disconnect your energy from theirs. They feel you chased everything that looked liked you whether in essence, behavior or your actual looks. They didnt want yo just your astethic and that hurt. What wrong with me they keep asking themselves. Its not themits you. You felt they was above you and felt you needed to take them doen. I dont knowif this is family or a potential lover but YOU made them the enemy. They never did you any harm. i hear they was proud of you until they werent. You are foing to rush back to them again. You triffling folks the door will be slammed in your face, ...