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Virgo

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Its time to have faith. You know that soon love is coming and you need to get ready. A invitation or a chance meeting will connect you with someone you least expected. You may feel like you just don't have it in you to try again. That stagant is you new reality and guess what it is not. You don't get the luxury to sit back and reminise. You need to get up and create new memories. Who cares if they are different and not of your norm. Be aware of those will try to lurk, steal and stalk you to gain leverage in YOUR life. The time you spent being a chaser left you empty, broke and often time homeless (emotionally or literally) with no support. You cannot turn back the hanads of time, but you can take the lessons of the past and apply them to your future so you will survive in the happiest and healthiest manner. This new phase you are entering you will find it refreshing as you transform into the newest healthiest version of you. Welcome love in all manners ...

Hazel the Knower

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You might be constipated or maybe you are just acting shitty. You definitely got folks lusting after you. You have decided its in God's hands and you just aren't engaging. You especially have pulled back from connections by proxy you know his mom, her sister, their cousin... you have been getting bad vibes and moving accordingly. You have established that if your people don't have your backs they are the enemy. You have made your boundaries so clear that folks want to fight you and others to get to you. You have endured to much sabotage in your life. You don't have to take risk to just thrive. You have options it is time to start utlizing them. You are no longer in this paradigm of over giving to someone comfortable with only taking. You have found happiness and have grown and in that growing you have found joy. You are enjoying your new connections and striving to be the bright light you have always wanted to be. You are attracting blessings and ab...

No one can touch my life like you do. I could search for all eternity long and still find none like you

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You keep on rising out of the ashes of your life as others try to burn you at the stake of their own egos and ignorance. You have rekindled growth within and that changed mindset is propelling you to new summits in life.You longer are codependant. You are a bad ass who recognizes that somethimes if it is meant to be it will be. You won't stalk, lurk, gaslight,or catfish to get others to bend to your will. You have been conditioned to think like the status quo and that is not what you are meant to do or meant to be. You don't have to make a er your identity or a brand. You have seen that it can all be you and still not even be a large portion of who you are. You have inner beauty that shines in a aura that all are attracted to. I see you and that is why I see its time to speak up and tell you everything. I want a union with you. However you deem that to work I am ready to do it. I don't see it as necessary to tell anyone or even include them at this ti...

I just wanna show you how much I love you.

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I'm going to make you so happy!! No more bitterness. I will give you what you need. You will find the growth in life in all areas with me. You can find closure with my support I got your back. Together we will eat better, strive for growth and support each other as we each go on our indiviual journey and the one we go on together. We will make healthy choices together and seperatley for the betterment of our legacy. We both will be happier because we have support in growing as individuals. We will be able to fight off those who stalk, watch and lurk in our lives because together we can accomplish anything. WE are aout to go on a new adventure together in life and love. We will teach others clarity and how to move with grace and honor in connections. This journey we have been on that has caused us so much pain and suffering has ended and now its time to celebrate the victory of not losing each other. We have found a rhythm and vibe that is uniquely us and I want ...

Taurus Moon

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You are healing, taking stock of where you are and where you want to be. You are trying to release toxicity becuase it got you nowhere you wanted to be. Like a old map in a remodeled town not changing got you lost where before you had sure footing. You got into a connection you didn't fully understand. You thought you had met somone one who had unconditionallove for you. You thought they saw you and appreciated you for all your flaws and instead they used those flaws like whips beating you into a fragile postion. What had started based off attraction and passion never flourished into the richness of love and forgiveness. Codependant and frustrated was all you gained. You can't say you are shocked it seems like you find the same people regardless how you meet them they all end up treating you the same. The lesson you keep failing to learn is that connections not competition. Its not a bandaid, or a magic wand. Getting stabbed in the back, fighting dumb fights,...

Sphinx

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The Egyptians believed that the sphinx was a representation of their solar deity, Sun God, Horemakhet or Horus of the Horizon. Historical records from the New Kingdom show that in Egyptian culture the sphinx symbolized  royalty and sacred status . The Sphinx is an Egyptian zodiac sign for people born between December 27 and January 25. The Sphinx is associated with the Egyptian goddess of the Nile and protection. People with this zodiac sign are said to be adaptable, serious, and discerning. In Egyptian mythology, the Sphinx is a solar deity and a half-man, half-lion creature that represents power, protection, and sacred life.  *Especially Sagittarius,Capricorn Whoever you was coming for has won the war regardless of how many battles you think you had under your belt. You have been left behind when you thought you was chosen. All those secret dates and online conversations are coming to the light. You thought you had love and success just around the corner but ...

beaver

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Beavers use their natural gifts wisely to survive and improve their environment for their family. Beavers are hard workers who teach people to be productive and use available resources. Beavers teach people to be persistent and not limit their options. Beavers teach people to understand teamwork and appreciate each individual's talents. Beavers symbolize creativity, creation, cooperation, and harmony. In Christian symbolism, the beaver represents a willingness to sacrifice anything that hinders the ability to devote oneself to Christ. The beaver is an official symbol of Canada, representing Canadian sovereignty. In many Native traditions, the beaver is a powerful, vital, and respected being. For example, the Koyukon people call the beaver Noya'a, or Ggagga, which also means "Animal". You have stuck to your boundaries and someone is flabberghasted. You didn't just give them the cold shoulder you got your shit together and moved on. You are being stri...

Holly the Ruler

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Ugh You have gone thru so much that your heart fears less then it used to. You have learned that all relationsips have lessons so the pain they cause is no longer so devestating. Different levels of love different expectations so less emotional crap to deal with. Your awakening has given you a course to follow. You know that there is many ways you can view life and your way of doing so is your right and no one can take it from you. Your uniqueness makes you sought after even when you feel your creativtiy has run dry. Just you being you is enough. Stop being afraid of sabotage things happen its not always ill wishes and magic. Get your gifts in check and start showing them to the world. Noone can steal your gifts if YOU are using them. They can learn about them, but can't take em. You may even had people who felt that spying on you was going to give them the edge over you and your endeavors. The worse folks trying to undermine you was friends and famil...

Year of the rat

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"Year of the Rat" refers to a year in the Chinese zodiac cycle where the animal symbol is the rat, signifying  new beginnings and characteristics like intelligence, quick-wittedness, adaptability, and being hardworking and thrifty , as the rat is the first animal in the zodiac cycle; people born in that year are considered "Year of the Rat" babies and are said to possess these traits.   In Chinese culture, unlike in the West, a rat is not seen as a pest but can symbolize wealth and prosperity due to their ability to reproduce quickly.    People born in the Year of the Rat are often described as intelligent, resourceful, adaptable, charming, and social.  The rat is the first animal in the 12-year Chinese zodiac cycle If there was a energy for you I'd say you are embodying Katt Williams circa 2024 Janauary. You know something or you got a feeling about soething that is about to happen and you have done your best to warn folks, seore...

I owe you..

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Lol Someone has lies out the ass to tell you, but no truths and definitely no secrets revealed that they kept from you. They can't get into your energy to steal from you. The goal was for you to crashout so they never had to give you what they owe. These thefts left you homeless,emotionally broken, mentally exhausted and finacially struggling yet you kept finding it within to keep rebuilding. Now folks want to come back as they see you once again growing out of the darkness like a rose in concrete. Noone seemed to have faith in you and yet you had faith and love in yourself in spades. Your world may have gotten shaken, but you always held on to your faith. Ex lovers who kept trying to put you in a box labeled as only able to please never allowed to be human. Now they want to come back and fight whomever you are with for another chance. Their egos are so strong they believe they deserve the oppurtunity to be different with you. Very few of them have ...

F@ck Dat Dude and choose me I am healing for us

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Someone keeps a part of themselves hidden from the world, but they would like to share it with you. They actually want to put in work to show you they just want your happiness. Marriage is not an off the plate question as a matter of fact if they had the option marriage tonight to you definitely lets do it. This person wants to go on adventures with you. This person is aware life will have good moments and bad, but now is the time to finally enjoy some good for you and they are determined to make sure it happens. They see you and they love it they actually might fight you over how you treat and down talk yourself. This person use to be a cheater and may have just had a child, but the connection with the co-parent is non existant. They may not get into detail about the shenegains that occured they hope that won't be a problem becuase they dont look like cherry pie in the scenario either. They want you to be okay with half the story. They do not want to repress t...

You take my air

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Someone used to just want your steak and eggs but now they see you are more then just a one dish type person. You are a buffet and they regret missing out on all you have. You had people (this person included) in your life that wanted to waste your life, energy and talents. You seperated quickly and cleanly from connections that meant little in the grand scheme of things. Did it hurt? Of course it hurt! Do you want to go back? Occasionally but your human who doesn't miss companionsip even if it was toxic alot. Escaping the pattern hurt a lot, but the new one you are weaving will not bind or tear at a persons soul. NO, blame from the past will be added to your new pattern healed strands and new lessons and blessings will be the thread and stitches of the future for you. Noone is going to be able to force you to stay in a connection with them. Lost or not they are not your responsiblity. You was not put on this Earth to be their personal God always solving issues ...

Year of the tiger

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The tiger is a symbol of power, authority, and bravery.In Chinese folklore, it is also a protective deity that can drive away evil spirits. Some say people born in the Year of the Tiger are strong-willed, courageous, ambitious, and have a strong sense of justice.ome say people born in the Year of the Tiger should avoid marrying people born in the Year of the Snake or Monkey, and are most compatible with people born in the Year of the Pig, Horse, or Dog.Alongside charming and popular, the characteristics of those born in the Year of the Tiger are also said to include confidence and courage, meaning people born under this sign are thought of as natural leaders     Someone wants in on what you are doing. This person is normally a habitual ghoster and they want to put down roots with you. They don't have the words to use, but they know they they need to talk to you. You bing clarity and wisdom to situations that seem s dire and uncanny. You bring lig...

Aries

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Aries is the first sign of the zodiac, and is associated with the period from about March 21 to April 19. The symbol for Aries is ♈, and it is represented as a ram. Aries is a fire sign, along with Leo and Sagittarius. People born under the sign of Aries are said to be bold, ambitious, and passionate leaders. The Aries constellation is located in the northern sky, between Pisces and Taurus. It contains over 60 stars, including Hamal, Teegarden's Star, and 41 Arietis. The constellation is also known as the Ram.  You are looking good and feeling good. Your head is becoming clearer.You have your eye on somoene who makes you want to risk it all. You crave a blanced life and you believe you can have it with this individual. You are prepared to wine and dine this individual. You cannot give them everything they need, but you are game to try. You have been broken hearted for a long time but you finally feel healed enough to approach and you are so trepidous it is ok you g...

Gemini/ Karma

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According to astrology, Geminis are linked to karmic lessons related to communication, learning, and emotional depth. Geminis are known for being curious and adaptable, but they may struggle to develop clarity in their communication. Their karmic lesson is to learn to share their knowledge and educate others, while also knowing when to stop. Geminis are intelligent and fast-thinking, but they may need to learn to slow down and receive information at a pace that can be digested. Geminis may need to develop emotional depth and consistency. They may be drawn to karmic relationships that challenge their communication and emotional understanding, which can help them learn about love and genuine connection You thought you had marked someone for dead and its like they are living just to spite you. They are happy, healthy and soon to be wealthy. They have a beautiful heart and many love them. You tried to make them jealous, tried to make them chase you for affection a...

Mister is getting back all he did to you Celie

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In Alice Walker's The Color Purple, the character Albert is referred to as "Mr_____" to  symbolize a power shift . By eliminating his last name, either the author or the character Celie removes him from his position of power, erasing his human identity. You are a light and this person male or female tried to snuff it out of you. You moved forward inspite of the roadblock laid in your way. This individual wanted to make their jealousy your problem. Now you got someone who will make mountains move for you. This stoic individual is going to show you the world. In fact they will create a whole new world with you. Your heart will heal because of this new conection. You are going to be so cherished and whomever gains your energ will be blessed. This Albert energy in your life knows how talented but damaged, charamastic but shy intutitive and fluid and lots of your ex's love you. Now they along with all you left behind now will have to sit back as you l...

Libra

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Libra is  a zodiac sign and constellation that represents balance and harmony.  Libra is the seventh sign of the zodiac and is associated with the period from September 22 to October 23. The symbol for Libra is the scales, which represents fairness and justice. Libras are said to be sociable, intelligent, and charming.   Libra is a constellation in the southern sky, located between Virgo and Scorpius. The constellation's name comes from the Latin word for "weighing scales". Libra is best visible at 9 PM in June. The brightest star in the constellation is Zubeneschamali, also known as Beta Librae.   You are leveling up. Those who was holding you back are falling out of your life and healthier connections are happening right now. You have found it wasn't you who needed to change it was those in your enviroment that needed to bounce. You had people in your energy that did not respect your boundaries. Now you are going tow...

Putting in the work

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Kk kk ff You are safe. Noone can put pie in your face. You will not be made to look like a joke. You have stepped out in faith and now you are falling and are having doubts. You have to find that seed and hold on to it. You aresafe. Your family is safe. You've never done this before, but you are growing and now you light up the block the wonderment that is a symptom of innocence you radiate it. You are more then the sum of your past experiences. Have faith find it within. Anyone sending negative energy your way will find that its been returned to them times 10. They are wondering how you know they betrayed you and why arent you hurt by it. Why arent you fragile and broken? You are intoxicating to be around. You make all around you feel rich. As you move ahead in life you will have many who judge your jouney. There are those who want to fight over you. Some of these people were in open relationships or dating around and they are...

Falcon

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In Native American astrology, the falcon is a zodiac sign for people born between March 21 and April 19. Falcons are said to be good leaders with a clear vision and the ability to fly high. They are also believed to be energized by the element of fire and to have great potential for clairvoyance.  Here are some other characteristics associated with falcons in Native American astrology: Reliable: Falcons are known for providing opinions that include all viewpoints and information.  Considerate: Falcons often won't proceed with their own plans until they have a complete view of all potential routes.  Ambitious: Falcons are said to be happiest in complex careers.  Upbeat: Falcons are believed to have a positive outlook and to be energizing There are secrets coming out. Someone has stopped drinking. Someone is getting shoved out of the closet. Someone wants to speak to someone desperately. This person desperate for a convo is willing to risk it...

Fir

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Fir-borns are considered  harmonious and benevolent beings , but they are equally vulnerable, ambitious and gifted. The Fir people are very hardworking and talented, endowed with cool beauty and dignity. They can do any job or solve any problem with their special originality, and most of their efforts will lead to a successful end. They are able to learn and gain new insights quickly. They want to achieve something in their lives. Their sense for responsibility does not let them run away from their problems so they often find themselves in a job that does not match their abilities and expectations. Fir people are withdrawn and distrustful when they deal with others. They do not risk and they never rely on other people. In spite of being introverts, Fir people are capable of selfless help to others. It is hard for them to meet people because they are reserved, and many people are discouraged by their distrust. Fir people are quite moody, stubborn and argumentative. Their...

Two Faced

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Its time to get moving. You got the answer you needed and now its time to get out of dodge. You are moving upward and onward. You met folks who taught you to savor life and grow inspite of the pain. People did their best to undermine your growth from behind the scenes, but releasing the past is your gift from the Universe. You are not chasing after anyone or anything. Congratulations for releasing codependacy and that prverty mindset. You have released the need to keep talking out situations. No about of pleas and butt kissing is going to level the barrier you have placed in your heart towards needing anyone wanting them is your only desire. Do not despair in your quiet times. Do not fear loneliness fear a empty life. Change is inevitable so prepare and then move as YOU need to move not as others try to suggest. The love you feel you walked away from was not what empowered you.nThe more they pushed you to be at your lower self. The more they are forced to face themsel...

Not my first but definitely my last

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I let them go. It wsn't pretty or easy but I stopped that connection. I will get rid of all signs of the connectio if that will reassure you. I don't want any reminders either. Divorice, break up whatever I will make sure its crystal clear I mean this. I dont really want to talk about my next steps but I know its necessary. I want to talk to you. I am waiting to hear from you. I miss you so very much. My soul hurts and I can't help, but cry at the pain that misssing you is causing me right now. I will admit I have messed up so bad I feel like will never get back to you healthy and a addition to your life not a burden. You don't just see your worth in this individual you see where you lack as well, but instead of shame you feel a rush to get to work. No hiding your flaws its gonna be about embracing and reshapeing. That pain I caused I am gong to do my damndest to heal, that grief to abate. I should have never allowed myself to get to a point of hurti...

Let's risk it all

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I have been sitting here thinking for a while now and things have to change. I have to change. We have to change. I want forever with you. i know in the past none of my nehavior was consitent enough for you to believe what I am sayin now but I mean it. I know I had to make a decision. I know I couldn't have it both ways. Either I was in with you or I was gone and being gone just is not a option.You bring a light into my life I can't find anywhere else. I din't have what I felt you deserved and so I went around those who wouldn't notice they weren't getting my best and was actually dealing with me at my worse. I don't have the right to ask you to come back to me. I destated you over and over and felt shame but pushed it aside. If i denied it enough maybe it would become true. I have so much to say now that you may not want to hear. I took a little out of you everyday and expected you to still perform at 100%. I was young when we started all t...

Aten

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Aten was originally a manifestation of Ra, the sun god with a falcon head and humanoid body. The word Aten means "disk," "orb," or "sphere" in ancient Egyptian. Aten is depicted as the sun's disk with rays that extend down to Earth and end in human hands. The hands sometimes hold the ankh, the symbol of life. Aten became the central deity of a monotheistic religion called Atenism, established by Pharaoh Akhenaten. Akhenaten changed his name from Amenhotep to Akhenaten, which means "Glorified-Spirit-of-the-Aten". He also moved the capital of Egypt to Akhetaton, or Tell el-Amarna, which he intended to be the center of his religious beliefs. Aten was depicted differently than other Egyptian gods, who were often shown in human form with animal or human heads. After Akhenaten's reign, the worship of Aten was replaced by the traditional Egyptian gods and belief in Amon-Re Please don't cry anymore. I won't leave anymore. I was weak an...

Scorpio

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Scorpio is one of the most misunderstood signs of the zodiac. Because of its incredible passion and power, Scorpio is often mistaken for a fire sign. In fact, Scorpio is a water sign that derives its strength from the psychic, emotional realm. You have finally given up the assualts you was commiting. You realized you couldn't just run up on who ever you wanted to fall. You feel like you lost everything, that you lost any chance of growing in this matter. You are not moving at your own pace right now. Who is rushing you? Ahh, the karmic lovers/friends/family you were covering for turned their backs on you. So you figured bring down their nemesis and you will be accepted back with open arms?? I am sorry you are getting the spiritual ass whoopin of the century but we both know you deserve it. You have been stalking and trolling trying to be closer to your victimis to see their despair in rea time and one just kept alluding you and now its pointless the bat...

First House

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In astrology, the first house is the most personal part of a birth chart and is associated with the self. It's also known as the house of self. The first house is defined by the rising sign, or ascendant, and is ruled by Mars, the planet of action, energy, and anger. The first house can provide insight into a person's outward In astrology, the first house is  the most personal part of a birth chart and is associated with the self . It's also known as the house of self.   The first house can provide insight into a person's outward appearance, traits, characteristics, outlook, and sense of expression.   The first house can provide clues to how a person's personality may evolve in the future. When planets in the sky transit into the first house, goals are manifested, and new projects, ideas, or perspectives take form. The rising sign is the sign whose characteristics a person adopts at birth and expresses naturally. For example, a Capricorn rising person is thought...

Libra

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So many options, but I follow others opinions. I never developed the ability to hold my boundaries and now I am floundering. Mental illness is pausing my momentum. The world doesnt owe me shit, but I still want to put my hands out. I know I need to stop seeing things thru a slanted view. For so long it was like so many people were talking to you and their voices were coming thru a filter so very distorted, but now its all crystal clear. Its time for you to follow your intuiton and trust it. If you would just trust yourself you would know that all you need is within. Stop talking so much and just listen. You will hear the truth in the silence. After learning the truth you will be able to say one final good bye and bounce right on out of their lives and into the future. It may not move smoothly, but its still going to move forward. There will be times that folks you thought you had on your side were really your opposition. They are recognizing that they can't do life without yo...

Year of the Dog

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Someone in your life is a nig goofy. They really thought God hated you becuase why would they be allowed toharmyou. They didn't understand they was a tool to shape you. They tried to ruin your life with sex and disease. This individual tried to move like you in order to steal credit for your life. THis individual is a whole codependant bitch but they feel they have the right to pressure you tbend to their will but they have no direction or ambition they just know they want what they dont have. There is rarely anyway way to gain knowledge without seeking it. Time and effort is how most knowledge is gained. Pillow talking and passion will not get you to a place in life where rubbing backs is how the big decisions are made. Wishing to be somewhere else won't wash away the sins of the past. You have got to learn to stand on your own. Codependacy is not healing. It might be time to be celebate and to work on some self love. You have to learn how to find happiness within.

Saturn

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Saturn's placement in a person's birth chart can have a significant impact on their personality, life experiences, and challenges. The sign in which Saturn is placed can influence a person's personality and life experiences. For example, Saturn in Capricorn can make a person ambitious, hardworking, and responsible.  The element in which Saturn is placed can indicate the nature of the challenges and achievements it brings. For example, Saturn in water signs can bring emotional challenges and achievements, while Saturn in air signs can bring social and intellectual challenges and achievements.  The house in which Saturn is placed can indicate the area of life where its energy is most felt. For example, Saturn in the 10th house can bring perseverance, responsibility, and practicality to a person's career and public life. When Saturn returns to the sign it was in when a person was born, it's often considered a coming-of-age moment, usually around...