Heart Song The Hearts Truth

You ain't kissing ass. Not that anyone asked you, but your standing on business. They walked away from you and it would be nice if they came back, but you sure as hell aint chasing. Your love is actually toxic so it might be for the best. No amount of grounding and cleansing is going to erase the stink of your betrayl. You cant toss this into a void and pretend you didnt cause this pain for them, but it really is easier then talking about it. Its just too much work to make it up to them. Suicidal thoughts cloud your mind as you think about never being in their life again. How can you go on when so much evil was done by you. Its not surprising that your confidence is gone, you are a piece of shit and realizing that is so disheartning. Change is hard, its always hard so why bother? Always with the hoops and drama. They should just give in. You have nothing to gain by staying like this yet you dig in like you like this life.You invest in those who undermine you for wht to prove yo...

If I could just get them to hold me down. Kiss ass? Tell me how. My head game is phenomenal. My communication though... not so good. I could be the best lover given the chance. We are so different I think that might rip us apart. If i got them and then lost them...I'd crash the fuck out. I pushed them away to get my ego stroked by strangers. I don't want to go thru another season without them. I am on my way to them. I just want a chance. I have no idea if thats a good idea, but I have to try. I know they are trying to heal from me but.. fuck all that I need them. I can show them I am sincere. I want to go home. Home is in their arms. I will confess everything to get a chance. I love them so, but I think what I have done has made ity impossible to fix things. It was my job to show in every interaction and moment that my love was real and there for them. I was in my negative masculine energy and ws so very toxic. I look for signs and answers and i'm getting nothing. I...

You really cant treat folks right can you? Everyone is not out to get others. Some people want just follow their path and be at peace. You decided if they are happy to destroy them. The worse part is you used your spititual gifts against innocent folks. You came for the right one though. Those return to senders are beating your ass arent they. Your pain is someones spirit teams best work. This person was meant to push you to face your darker side and grow. Instead you behaved like the #karmic you claim you're not. You came for their work their means of surviving in this world, like you arent struggling too. You really mad you not in their skin?? Get some damn help. If you was my childhood sweetheart, sibling, friend and I found out you had been the cause of most of the bad things happening in my life... Yeah your triffling for attacking people especially someone you claimed to love. If they had commited suicide you would have been all crying telling everyone how you loved t...

Here is a breakdown of the spiritual meanings associated with June across different traditions: 1. Pagan and Wiccan Traditions June contains the Summer Solstice (or Litha), which is the longest day and shortest night of the year in the Northern Hemisphere. This is a powerful time for spiritual practices and is celebrated as a peak of solar energy, light, and life. The spiritual significance of June includes themes of: Abundance and Growth: The season is at its most fertile, representing a time to celebrate and manifest desires. Balance: It is a moment of equilibrium between the light and the dark, symbolized by the "battle" between the Oak King and the Holly King. Magic and Manifestation: The veil between worlds is said to be thin, making it an ideal time for spells, rituals, and connecting with nature spirits. 2. Catholicism In the Catholic Church, June is traditionally known as the Month of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. This devotion focuses on the love, compassion, and...

I want to rush in. I don't want be a slave to my excitement though. I want immerse myself in you. You know it when folks are coming in to mess with you. So I cant just be rushing into your life. To me you represent wisdom gined thru eperience. You embody safety in a evil world. You are a magnet for good luck and wealth. I want to drink your waterfall thts how bad I want you. I cant move towrds you. I want to come barreling in. You are star and I love you already. I know that doors are opening for you. I wish I had that example while I was growing up. I know I come across as closed off but im scared of you. You will break my heart and keep moving and call it healing. How do i protect myself from you leaving me??? I swear give me a chance and I'll show you I'm worth it. I wanted you to change but I see now I neede to change. Everyone sees you moving like a god\goddess. You create avenues for knowlege to be shared. You teach people to see their own gifts and talents. Yo...

You want to be in charge so bad. Im sorry you aint noble, pure or even passionte about anything real. The things you need to grow you never had it instilled in you. You also choose to sty uninformed. You arent making a effort to improve yourself. You stalk folks with creepy uncle energy regardless your sex. You thrive being a monitoring spirit. You behave like child with no consequences. You might use things to tie people to you. Alcohol, weed, drugs, sex anything to get your hook in them. You analye to surprise. You try to pretend that you have much in common but you dont. You have nothing within. You epect to be catered to anddont deserve it. You havesome pedestal type mindset ehere you see yourself s better then your peers and its sad because you are lacking in so many areas. If you was to be analzyed I see #rabbit from the #hundredacrewoods type energy. Folks talking bout how fucked up you are and how your me first attitude hurts people. You got this idea your money makes yo...

No matter how I try to hide it this is me. I am pessimistic and negative. Unlike you I can't see the beauty in everything. I want you to teach me becuase I dont want this moment to pass me by. Its hard because I cantadmit how i betrayed you. I couldnt move forward in my life because I was too busy trying to stop you. Now your entirely entitled to shut me out but I hope you wont. Everything you do you do with integrity. You dont rush thru life. Iknow ou have spent a lot of time strssing thru life but you still over come. I stole from you. Your time, energy and for some even your money. I know I need you, I wish you needed me as much. I cry over how I ruined this conection. We was like family and I ruined it. I cant look you in the face becuse of the heaviness of my betrayl. I hope we can come back from this. I know things will never be the same, I still cant believe how I hurt you. I hope you will save space in your heart for me. I admit I am jealous of you and how you move....

Someone in your family did all they could to ensure you would always put them first. This person either talks alot or they talk alot about you. This is someone who you trust to keep your secrets, but its coming out they used your secrets to sabotage your life. This person manipulated you to percieve everyone as the enemy except them. Its time you need to think about this connection from a distance because its been determental to your whole life. When you finlly wake up to this your whole life is going to change. They know you are going to walk away so they hve caused distrations to keep you close. They didnt want to be seen and understood not by you or anyone else. You want to move thru life like noone is watching but people are and you need to be more ccountable with your actions. You re to invested in your love life and have let your whole life go downhill. You want a lover to save you from your evil family member but you are assisting your kin in attacking your hero. Its tim...