Heart Song The Hearts Truth

 You might have been in a runner chaser dynamic, but they are coming their 5d self is reminding you they promised this lifetime they would make it right to you.  They see you move like they do.  They didn’t think you would chose any other path then the one back to them.  They are aching to have you back, but you no longer are in a mental prison. They realized that together you could been gods together. They are realizing they lost out having that Corey and Topanga relationship they always desired. They are ashamed they was two faced with yo. You are impressive to them body, mind and spirit.  They don’t feel special enough to deal with you. Maybe they had bad intentions because they was jealous of you and your self love journey. They see you grinding and they even thought about marrying you.  This person listens to music and wants to have a song you both say this reminds me of us.  You are pissing them off right now because your happy without them. They don’t have any happy in any part

 I don’t now why you feel like you aren’t where you need to be. You are enough. You do have a place in this world. No ore self sabotaging please. You deserve. You deserve whatever you desire if you are willing to put forth a effort.  Someone likes you alot they want to flirt with you, go on a date and show you how special you are.  Beware of narcissist  that love bomb you then isolate you. Keep on holding that boundary so you only have clarity around you. You only want people around you who reflect the kind of person you are striving to be. People will try to seduce you outta your character. Don’t let them get you into situations where you find yourself emotionally unbalanced. Step back and rest if you need so you can savor the special moments in life. Those friendships that are coming your way will keep you uplifted. 

  You are being tormented by memories from the past, but it’s not to hurt you it’s to reopen your heart chakra. You are being readied by the Universe to meet your Love.  This person is not someone you will hide from you will want to be open with them and they with you. Right now you are all up in your head about who, what, and when.  All you need to do is get your self ready for Union. Lt go of outdated thoughts and rewinding hurtful memories. It’s time to stop running from intimacy and listening to Ego. You deserve love, love from yourself and others. 

 Karmic Auntie- This Auntie does not like your intuition. You manage to avoid all the spears she throws at you. You are good looking as well and they really don’t like that. You are flexible with your thinking quick witted. She thinks you feel your above her and others she cares for. Yet she feels like her heart goes out to you. To her you are the meaning of when pigs fly. You don’t make sense to her. This Aunt feels like you are just giving your gifts away. If she was you she would be rich and famous your doing things for free stupid child. 

Karmic Uncle- A uncle is trying to get in touch with his emotion. Trying to find the truth within. They are distant from you. A Pisces or Leo could could indirectly part of the connection. This Uncle is sending you messages, but you might be busy trying to balance something’s out you may feel he’s feel blind to. This Uncle is aware things aren’t perfect for you. They don’t truly care. They don’t want to see you happy. They can’t come to you though. They don’t know where you are, but they know you are seeking a deep connection with them or family but now you sense something off about them. 

 Brother- There is a brother out there who lives for money. They only see things in view of its value. They live a fairly empty life even though they may have a lot. They don’t feel like they have enough even though Spirit says they are abundant.  They don’t understand what abundance means. To them they need money, things, but the real abundance they seek is love, security in the home, and family connections.  They keep looking outward when they already have the answers within. They are trying to mend wounds they just realized they had.  This brother really wants to grow with you, but they have no idea how to stay in a healthy place with you. They see you as a whole different world that needs to be understood.  That isn’t their job they don’t get that they are overstepping. They feel like you are sending disses their way not seeing the broader picture of whatever method you using to heal. 

 Karmic Mom- For a few of you your relationship with your mother is strained so for you to find out your own mother has been trying to sabotage your relationships trying to ensure you was alone, unloved and abandoned like they were hurts you so deeply.  They saw you as everything they weren’t and instead of celebrating your gifts your uniqueness they envied them. They saw you fall in love and set out to sabotage the connection because they felt you didn’t deserve it. They felt you was making the wrong choices in life, but didn’t want to take credit for not teaching you anything of importance. You did your best and kept surviving. They are now trying to scramble to cover up their backstabbing habits. 

 Someone is contemplating their money moves. This person may have a dog. At night when they are all alone they think about finances and someone they see as a star they also may spy on this star.  This person makes them smile. Whoever they are watching they want to move towards them. They find this person matches their inner drum beat. They may have been getting discouraging messages to keep them from moving towards their star but they are moving and it may have been slow but they speeding towards their desire. 

You might be experiencing a separation from a friend, lover or family Member, but you’re not allowing yourself to heal so your staying stuck in whatever toxic cycle you was making the moves to get out of. Let me repeat you was moving away from a toxic cycle and you stopped moving and started attacking yourself. Honestly, for a very few of you it’s spell work from some want to be witch who assumes your doing magic and they are better than you so they are going to do magic to and get you before you get them( did I mention they was delusional). For others it’s You! You are the enemy. You second guess and not nit pick your self into stagnancy. You are allowed to have a break, to rest, to need to lean on someone else. Give yourself a break!!! Who said you had to be perfect? You have learned so much about yourself and how you impact your relationships. No longer are you the silent one, the hesitant one. You quiet voice is a roar now. Confidence in every syllable you speak, write, hum etc. i

You might be under spiritual attack from all sides. Friends, family and strangers all seem to be bent on seeing you stay stagnant fall lower than you are. Growing and healing and walking away from situations and people who no longer or never served your highest purpose are not what they want for you. You have been cautioned by the Universe to cut ties from those connections especially the ones that caused you to doubt yourself. You had people upset you are organizing yourself no longer can they be distractions on your path. You decided to become grounded and your focus is no longer split between logic and fear based emotions. You have accepted that you belong on a different path and are walking toward your destiny. You are willing learning from Spirit and in your lessons you have healed old wounds and your growth with that healing is beautiful.

  You are being called to be a leader. Your path has been the way it was because your meant to be a empathetic role model teaching others to intentional put themselves in another’s emotional state to be better to them. Your biggest battle has been self love. It’s been a tough road and now it’s time for you to lead others down it. As you relate your experiences to work you will see life has shaped your for such a time as this. Now it’s time for you to accept it and finish healing so you can began taking others on the path you spiritual Harriet Tubman.

 You are learning to use cosmic currency, love and spirituality and slowly become abundant. You are learning to use your mind s a purposeful gift\tool. No longer misusing or allowing others to abuse you. Right now it’s time to plan. Take the negative cycles in your life and break them because your about to start towards a unforeseen outcome. Things that are yours will wait until your aligned or they was never meant to be yours, as long as you break the unhealthy cycles.

  You want to be alone cuz your in your crafty stage.  Someone wants you to call them. They want to hear your voice. They want to get to know you, because they think you might just be the one. Whatever is happening they miss you. While they are waiting to connect with you they are leveling up.They feel like you have that It Factor. They want to indulge a little drink and smoke and pick your brain. They are hoping that convo will let them know if your capable of being the One who they can level up continuously with. They want to be be able to heal together not at odds forever.  They want to dream with you and make them a reality. They want to show you over and over they are focused. They see the right kind of the changes in life start and end with you. They want to be the prescription to your pain.  Angel Number: 2021,012,920,250

Loyalty gonna get you killed out there. Are you real enough in your decisions or are you two minded. Some of you joined up in a situation that at first you was geeked up to do, but now the consequences of what you started has come.  Funnily your victims are praying for you because unlike you they are only wishing the best for you. They was a Empress/ Emperor long before you started hating. Now because you let others direct your steps you are being returned all you sent.  The fact that it was intentional pisses off Spirit as well. Double, Triple, Quadruple the  intention you set and that is the size of your personal storm.  I am sorry you chose this path. I am sorry you was hurt enough that you was willin g to join with others to harm someone. If you feel like your drowning like nothing is beautiful in the sky, that you should have been special. You could also be feeling sad, feeling unfit, surrounded by enemies, feeling childish, looking for help, hoping you still have time, can you ma

Let me Know~Janet Jackson: Meeting In My Bedroom~ Silk  How Does It Feel~ D'Angelo Someone wants to get a room and invite you over as soon as you give in and reach out, but Spirit says they have to let go of their pride and contact you so don't worry keep focusing on healing. Just know they dreaming about you wondering how does it feel?   Angel Number: 300, 449, 459, 549,1021,330,500

You might be in some Gemini  Energy or you might resonate with the song by Sage the Gemini " Gas Pedal". Spirit is asking you to have courage. You are experiencing loss of control and ignoring your inner voice. You are doing something you know in your heart your wrong for and Spirit is telling you to stop before you can't turn back. You might be struggling to get things completed. simple tasks seem overwhelming and all you want to do is sleep. You aren't finding balance. Instead of being on top of things you feel like a mountain has slid on your back and you want to be surprised by it, but your only surprised its not heavier.  You might be desperately trying to manipulate situations to make it seem like you didn't make the mountain, but you don't need Sherlock Holmes to explain the signs. You left evidence in the hearts you affected. Its time to own it so you can start getting from under the mountain. If you are or have been committing fraud, lying to seem bet

You are a mirror to people. They see themselves in you. That's who they chose to deal with so they treat you the way they perceive you to be not as you truly are because they don't see you. Just think of it as they are always putting themselves in your shoes and you aren't ever as good a version of yourself  as they are.  You are not that version they desire you to be. You are more than they allow you to be, so be the butterfly you have been called to be.  Angel Number: 222

 You may be on a fairy kick or magic kick not really sure why, but you have been drawn to the the light and whimsy in life. The dreamy the esoteric pulls at you, but even more so right now. You cannot always have your feet in the air sometimes you have to have your feet on the ground.  If in the past you was part of third party relationships no longer is that going to be tolerated by you. No more hoping they might change, now if they don't follow thru the first time you forgive them  you won't give them an opportunity to have a second chance.  You will no longer be the gold at the end of others peoples rainbows while they aren't even trees o the path. You won't be someone's get rich quick scheme, the foundation they build their futures on. From now on it is equal reciprocity or nothing.  People take,take,take from you and never give you your flowers. They don't want you to know that you make a difference. Not only in other peoples' lives, but also in theirs

 You might be about to start a relationship. In life or business partnership that will bring a new level of contentment.  New beginnings and strong bonds.  You may be in your head trying to figure out whether or not this meant for you. Regardless of your circumstances stability and satisfaction.  You might be struggling to get your point across to people, and no one seems to get where you are coming from, but they know you believe what your saying they just aren't understanding. The right person will hear you, but until you feel heard and understood you are going to be walking around hostile and lacking compassion . Searching for answers and feeling lost. Aching because you feel lack, with no direction to turn to. It is frustrating you. You want friends & companions that support you on your spiritual journey. You desire adventure and dignity. Unique combo, but its energy is perfectly you.

 Wisdom, Divine favor, prophecy, royalty Seen as a protective stone, bringer of fortune and spiritual insight. Used as a talisman for protection thought to fade around angry or imperious person. The Stone of Wisdom is used to encourage psychic activation. Bringing order to the mind, lending strength and focus.  Stimulates the throat and third eye chakra. Associated wit Saturn that planet is about order, structure, self-discipline accomplishing goals and manifesting ideas into form. Sapphire transmutes negative thoughts and energy Colors associated with Sapphire- Black, Green, Orange, Pink, Violet, White, Yellow Use Sapphire to assist in self discipline , insomniac, eye infections, headaches, nosebleeds, inner ear, imbalances, vertigo, thyroid, swollen glands, speech and communication.

  Not gonna lie, I want dat ass. Only problem is i gotta go cuz im hindering you. I don't see my growth so it must no be there. I feel so numb, why am I so scared to be emotionally honest with you? I love you. It's not hard to say and I do mean it... I asked God for you, but I don't trust that it is you. I know we would work well together. Why can't you come to me ? I'm scared. I'm so damaged. You still scare me , but not as much. I can't think I'm scared of what will come to mind. I'm just going to let the Universe make this happen, but the longer I wait the more it feels like you won't wait for me. I want to be fruitful with you. I don't want to hide I  just want to say I love you. Why can't I say it? I want to see you everyday for the rest of my life. Are you ready to level up with me? I want ti give you what no~one would. I want the world to now you are mine.

 City Girls~ Top Notch:  I just got my hair did, then shit on hoes like it's a hobby Every bitch that hate on me got a ugly face and a botched body I ain't goin' there, that's an opp party (nah) I'm a bad bitch, I'm a Black Barbie (haha) Any nigga I call bro, they fuck bitches and catch bodies Ain't no more play time, they like cut the lights, it's daytime I told my nigga he betta act right 'Cause to fuck with me, it's a wait line Bitch, better move when I come through Fine, short, thick, shit, I'm like 5'2" (ah) Don't wanna kick it or I don't wanna be cool (ah, ah) Beefin' with who, bitch? I don't know you I don't cock block or cop pleas I'm the baddest bitch on your newsfeed (ayy) Y'all got spin, but who the news feed? (Y'all got spin, but who the newsfeed?) I'm in the sky box, you in the nose bleeds (damn) Fly bitches need privacy Shy niggas say hi to me (hi) Broke boys say bye to me Period Even

  You are like Rumpelstiltskin or midas making Gold out of the simple. The problem is no one around you truly appreciates that this talent comes from you. They have even made you feel so bad about this amazing gift that you contemplating walking away from it.  You are surrounded by enemies, but spirit is going to be pulling these folks away. You may be in hermit mode trying to figure out which path is yours to be on to find your enlightenment. You may have been dealing with a Soulmate who distracted you from your path.  You have been off your path for a while tricked like a person eating something in the fairy lands.  Be weary like someone avoiding a black cat.  You are awesome and in this 4 of pentacles energy you only have up to go. Stay vigilant and grounded as you move forward. No one in negative energy will be able to stop your progress.

  Incapable~ Keyshia Cole: Oh what a oh what a feeling  The one that I thought that I needed  Was Incapable incapable of needing me back  Incapable incapable of loving like that  Oh what a oh what a feeling  The one that I thought that I needed  Was Incapable incapable of needing me back  Incapable incapable of loving like that Laugh Now, Cry Later~ Drake: When he tell the story, that's not how it went  Know they be lyin', a hundred percent  Moved out the Ritz and forgot 'bout the Bent'  Valet just called me to tell me come get it  Knocked that boy off and I don't want no credit  If it was me, they wouldn't regret it  Left me for dead and now they wan' dead it, yeah  Heart is still beatin', my niggas still eatin'  Backyard, it look like the Garden of Eden  Pillow talk with 'em, she spillin' the tea  And then shawty came back and said she didn't mean it  It's hard to believe it Slow Motion~ Charlotte Lawrence: I wish that I could hate

  It ain't Over Til It's Over~ Lenny Kravitz:  Here we are, still together We are one So much time wasted Playing games with love …  So many tears I've cried So much pain inside But baby, it ain't over till it's over So many years we've tried To keep our love alive But baby, it ain't over till it's over …  How many times did we give up But we always worked things out And all my doubts and fear kept me wondering, yeah If I'd always always be in love You Got It~ Vedo:  Oh yeah, it's time to mix it up And get ya glow girl I know that you gon' get it You got so much Don't let nobody tell you that's it's over I want you to know that girl You got it, you got it Oh yeah, yeah, yeah You got it, you got it Oh yeah, yeah, yeah Yea, you my lil baby I'm gon' make it known Let that nigga hate, girl What is he gon' do Get back your honor It's cool I know you stayed down Girl fuck that drama If it ain't bout da money bounce Y

  The man in the Mirror~ Micheal Jackson:  I've been a victim of a selfish kind of love  It's time that I realize  That there are some with no home  Not a nickel to loan  Could it be really me pretending that they're not alone? Somebody's Watching Me~Micheal jackson and Rockwell : Who's watching? Tell me, who's watching? Who's watching me? I'm just an average man with an average life I work from nine to five, hey, hell, I pay the price All I want is to be left alone in my average home But why do I always feel like I'm in the Twilight Zone and? I always feel like somebody's watching me And I have no privacy (oh, oh) I always feel like somebody's watching me Tell me is it just a dream? Demons Surround Me~ Bizzy Bone:   Talk to the walkin' dead, crossroads, call on the Rev., lost souls And I'm off in a coffin' tossin' my memoirs, oh no In the closet, come open the door, what do you see? A funeral Usually closest to kosher 'ti

  All the way Live~ Coolio:   What you see is what you get  And what you got is a whole lotta sweat  Blood and tears, so have no fear  'Cause they ain't seen moves like these in years  I can shake it bake it, show the fake But  never perpetrate or player hate, My  name ain't Brat but I'm funkdafied  My name ain't Lou but I can walk the sky  So put it over here homie low  An' go for broke  And watch the smoke but don't choke  Put your head to the sky, if you wanna ride  and keep you eye on the flies 'cause it's live Mr Wrong~ Mary j Blige and Drake:   Don't it seem like, like I'm always there when it matters But missing most of the other time, a terrible pattern The rewards I see from working made me an addict There's way more people that want it than people that have it I don't get it, I would hate to think I tricked 'em They fall victim to my system, guess I sure know how to pick 'em And I'm always her regret, yeah, I'

 I don't Ever Want to See you again~ Uncle Sam: I don't ever want to see you again But I stuck by you till the end And my conscience is clear And I can move on from here But I wish I could say the same for you, baby Healing~ Kelly Price: I need a healing for my soul So give me a healing for my soul I need a healing for my soul So give me a healing for my soul (Just for my soul I need) Lord Im looking for a new life just for my soul (Just for my soul I need healing) And I'm tired of crying all night just for my soul (Just for my soul I need) Lord, I need Thee, oh, I need Thee To take away this pain and misery 'Cause God I just can't do this by myself I need help, Lord I need a healing for my soul So give me a healing for my soul I need a healing for my soul So give me a healing for my soul (Just for my soul I need healing) Lord Im looking for a new life it's just for my soul (Just for my soul I need healing) And I'm tired of crying all night just for my soul