Heart Song The Hearts Truth

You to them: NO matter where I am I feel you. I am trying to figure out what went wrong. You are protected fromme and Icant just pop upon you. I am jealous of you, defensive about my behavior , codependant on your good enery, I'm hiding stalking and plotting on you all cuz my throat chakra is closed. I want to force you to make a choice. I want you to choose me and I had no idea I had made it nearly impossible for you to do so. I hurt you because I was busy watching others hurt you. I hate sitting back knowing I'm just destined to watch you. I should have took youout more. I should have wined and dined you. I should have changed a long time ago. I should have kept my promises to you. I know there will be no more oppurtunities. I know you are tired of my games. You are going to have the decadant life you deserve I just know it. I am surprised that you hid so much in you. If I would have just taken the time instead of playing stupid games I would have gaine

Someone is mirroring you They aren't keeping secrets fromyou. They are thinking of going to school.This person has emotional intelligence. They dont have sexual addictions nor are they overly sensitive, There is nothing going on evenif you may feel like they are trying to stay away from you, but they honestly are just so in love with you. They think you are so sweet. They also want to wake up to you. Every morning for a few minutes they lay still and pretend they are with you before opening their eyes and accepting the reality that you arent there. For some they wonder are you really as awesome that you are. No matter what occurs the Unoverse seems to makd a way. You are definetly unique. You stimulate every part of their mind. Not being in contact with you leaves them feeling deepressed. In those moments they feel like a loser and joke. There is no red flags everything is green. You don' have to rush this connectiion. You don't have to loo

Someone does not want you tosee your self as a Star. You stand out unadorned and vulnerable and still powerful. You have the ability to see beyond the norm. For a longtime people gathered to talk about you. Alot of time they would talk all thru the evening,but they werent talking about you in glowing terms. Any time you overcame you got pulled right back dowb by individuals you believed to have your best intentions at heart. Any blessings these people did all they could to overturn your blessings. You are about to be blessed by your ancestors and all your money issues very soon will be rectified. If these people were standing between what you believed to be yours and actuality its nolonger feasible for them to do so. Court cases are at play. Do not let yourself get so caught up in thinking about what was done to you and instead focus on your next steps. the past cant be changedbut the future is still fluid. Its no longer a matter of survinging now its about conqueroing

</div Ok big boss I see you. You got your nose to the grindstone. You have been taking chances and risks keeping your hand to your chest when it comes to your moves. Its noones business and you mean it. You have a time table in your head. Cycles are ending and time for healing is needed. You can't use drugs or sex to blind you anymore you have to face what you are feeling, thinking and experiencing. You can't just be ignoring it, but I know you are horrible with your boundaries, but its time to get more realistic with how to keep them errect they are not supposed to go down then up then down again lovey. You are trying to avoid your twin flame their duality puts fear in you beacuse they aren't safe within their behavior. You are no longer being complacient if they won't heal you are moving on. They haven't even started their inner healing work, but they feel you will be able to do the work for both of you. They just want to romance you thou

A contract is ending. Finances are stagnant and passion has dried up. You have been trying to clear out your family roots in order to nurture the healthy ones on your particular family tree. The chaos that is your family has left you in such despair that you felt like all your emotions have been poured out. Its time to go on adventures to leave the city. You and your children are a whole family don't ever feel like you are broken. You may not be ready for love, but you are not a loser. You just need a hug every now and then and you want it from someone who cares. You want someone in your life that sees the you the world doesnt see,someone who wants you head to toe. Drama is in the past. You are moving away from people who were the catalyst for the drama. Anyone who is trying to keep you wrapped up in their sauce is gonna be in for a rude awakening. If people do not have your back you are going to move on regardless and they can tell the Pope you hate