Heart Song The Hearts Truth

You been working putting in over time Trying to prove your motion is stronger then mine. Thinking I'm impressed by the hype I promise you that don't make you my type. I saw your heart and I thought #hesmine sweet, thoughtful, kind. Glow up, grow up whatever it worked. Opened your mouth and I soon wanted to know more of what was in your head, but seducing me was where those thoughts lead. Not to please me or to enjoy, but to make you feel like a man not a boy. Desperate for admiration, bring down a reclusive to be admired at for stopping their evasion was the plan. Ohh boy your such a strong man. Now your scratched up and beaten for thinking my loving was for the weakened... now you see I'm not the one to be mistreatin' Pockets shedding like sheep needing to be shorn. You on your knees prayin on the holy horn. Hoping Saint Peter, Elvis, Jesus or the Devil will pick up the phone anyone, but God. He's not the Father you want to answer to. What will it t...

You are living life not worried about the next. You know regardless of what you do someone will find fault so you might as well enjoy yourself.  You are finally living instead of keeping your self bound. Many of you stayed in relationships that made you hate yourself  but you thought that meant you wasn't trying  hard enough that something was wrong with you.  That was never the case. You always was the prize. You just forgot trying to get your last partner, friends and family to see themselves as you did.   Its time to not only erase that experience from your heart, but to get ready to have faith as new love in all forms!!

Someone made assumptions based off your race and you proved their biases to be wrong. Who would have thought you not putting your achievements in others faces would pids folks off. People are way to involved in your life. Some are using you to fuel their lives.  Got you on their phones like the newest Tik Tok trend.  You have answers to questions they aren't able to form.  You are the ideal person to have in someone's corner. The problem is folks don't realize until you're gone.  Some are still wondering how you keep going. How could they not see your worth? You are a make it count type of person and they tried to kill that in you,  but you walked awY even better then before.  

You walked away and haven't looked back. People think you are in your ego, but no you are in your purpose. Folks didn't think you would ever leave. You not only surprise them, but also inspired some.  You got help from your father in ways your mother would never give him credit for.  Unfortunately you learned that to late. Now that your solar plexus is no longer blocked you have more clarity about the past. You are moving different now and your finances are looking better. You aren't allowing people to sponge off you. They are saying you switched up because  they can't mooch off you.  People call themselves trying to insert their opinions in your life and you are just walking away not listening to them so all they can do is wish you ill.  Let em waste their time trying  to stop you.

Blocked, Blocked,Blocked  Doors closed, numbers changed,  new home, new car. You have a new life and it doesn't include the people you grew up around. Verbal and financial abuse, defamation of character and attempts to have to you ostracized and abandoned. That was your life.   To have you waffle thru life trying to figure out why they always left you behind or left you out. To watch you perform for scraps of love was the life they desired for you because you received too much love outside of them with no payment.  Freely others stood for you and provided the safe haven you never received at home.  Whatever family drama you was dealing with is over. They was stalking your socials for proof to prove they was justified in their behavior  trying to get you irritated on your dms to have a crash out.  You learned love plays no games and real family wants healing not to save face. 

Someone thought you was like the rest. Now they are mad, cuz they feel like they missed out on something when it came to you.  This person judged you based on people you had around you. It was not first hand knowledge.  For some of you you lived like everyday was your last, but you didn't live brightly now your a star shining brightly because you are living your dreams.  Now this person sees you have been fighting literally for your life against people determined to put you in the middle of their drama. People are really pressed to include you in their relationships just to leave you out.  This person saw folks adapting your style,  the way you walk, talk, and dress. They thought you was the follower now they see you was the blueprint.  They are watching people falling over themselves to get back in connection.  You are like #ferngully and your ops was the #nexxus trying to suck the life out of you. These ops really thought tear...

Someone misses you. They spent more time disrespecting you than trying to celebrate you and the potential of your connection. You might be connected to someone locked up. This person was trying to keep you bound to them they got hurt while they tried to diminish you to a point you would put up with all of their bad behavior based off of your love for them. Instead of accepting the box they put you in you looked around said this ain't for you and you walked away.  Don't be surprised that they are circling back trying to sell you lies. Up to and including marriage proposals to hold on to you.  Noone could see them like you do. So they did everything they could to blind you while they bound you. They also did all they could to stop believing the version of them you saw.  I'm hearing they will offer physical pleasure to ensure a space in your life.   Like a royal you deserve to be pampered every now and then, but this person acts like you exist to please...

Someone  wants access to you. You're at a distance. This person or people want to give you some old school love. I'm 👂 hearing that O.G. kind of love ( platonic or not its that ride or die 50 yrs later still got each others back).  Yet , your moving on. You surprised them by moving on. That was no where in the plans.  These (this)  individual(s) is (are) not a weirdo(s) or abusive they are just really arrogant. They have messed up and fear another chance won't occur. They really didn't believe you walk away, but you did and you flourished so now they feel you dont need them.  You always seem to have a plan and right now you got boundaries protecting your gifts and you  are blessed.  You are flourishing in some tech based career and not only are these people ( this person) watching they can't look away. 

Sirens, the clanking of chains,  smoke, screams Its all crashing down around your ears. Shouldn't have dabbled, should have left that door closed...  Can't shut up the voices. Can't hide from the eyes watching. No shadow is safe. Peace has fled and won't come close,  the tick of time is deafening as chaos and retribution head your way.  It wasn't worth it. It was fleeting. It was a ruse by the to Universe to expose you.   You weren't taught to seek permission, to use your talents correctly. You was taught to use your gifts to humble and now you are the one being humbled.  A person can be a bum on the streets and a God in the spirit world your assumptions about spiritual rank is why you are suffering. Including others in your decision to attack has others sharing your plate of comeuppance. Loss of jobs,home,pets,friends and family 

They want to know why your so kind. They see you going thru some rough times that should have you giving up on life and you haven't. How are you thriving? How are you over coming all that you have gone thru. Now people want to be involved in your life . Now they fear you moving away so they can't view your roller-coaster existence.  You are master manifestors and they wish to see how you do it. You're growing and thriving and your doing it with love. Some of your biggest fans are your ex's. Needy mofos  who just want what you got. They also need your forgiveness your indifference hurts them. Some of them are trolling you just to have some kind of connection.  Don't look back your real people is out there and will put in a effort like a hungry ogre searching for food. Some people from your past now regret not just how they treated you,  but for those of you with children they regret the time wasted.  If given a chance they would hangout with you to ju...

If you want my body and you think I'm  sexy... You thought you found the perfect partner. A freak, ready to do whatever whenever.  You had no idea they were an abusive, gold digging monster.  You put up with them belittling you and ostracizing you thinking that your love for them would eventually be recognized.  No,  your love was a joke to them. It was only a means of controlling you. Now your dealing with health issues and no real support.  Trapped in a prison of your own making your not sure how it got so far out of hand.  You are making plans in secret,  but how can you trust them to be executed? You are waiting for a sign and soon as you get it game on.  You may be counted out but your not giving up. Your legacy won't be that of a cuck, but of integrity and morals.  You will have your vengeance and the underdog will be rewarded. Take that as comfort while you are in this fox hole moment in life.  The ene...

One, your like a dream come true, Two just wanna be with you....  Your heart longs for someone out of reach. You played games, lied on their name and lost in a race you never should have started.   You was bold in your behavior never thinking that it would be the very thing that caused you to lose.   Others accepted and coddled you and your mistaken belief of immunity against the consequences of your actions.  Now the board is swept clean and you have no moves left, no pawns to sacrifice to your childish whims.  The day you thought would never arrive is here. It's time for the other shoe to drop, for the other side of the double headed coin to be revealed.  All your tricks and manipulation tactics have lead you to this spot at this very moment. No covering or protection will aide you in hiding from the light of exposure.  The lies,  the cheating,  the stds and for a few abortions are about to be made known. All those sec...

Its like your just a few feet behind me. I want to lean back against your chest and feel your arms around me.  The feeling of your arms haunt me and ive never felt them. My lips ache for your taste, my heart swears it will break from a love its never known. The siren song of your heart beat pleads with me to be still so you can catch me, but I never was running.  You were I can't convince the voices in your heart that continue to keep us apart. I don't want to make promises. I do want to hold you. I want to whisper my pleasure in your ear as you give me more then you ever knew you could. I want to surpass all your dreams so you prefer you staying awake. You won't need to look elsewhere and I'll show you why your my king. Help me fortify this connection so we can elevate. I know we are meant to live amongst the stars so why not build our legacy with the universe so its impact is felt to the far reaches of infinity and beyond? I feel ...

The weather outside is not frightful where you are at. You are out and about and people are peeping you and falling in love from your aura, your looks, your voice. Whatever it is you got it.  Some one has a message for you and it's all put if their toxic ego...pay them no mind but understand how they see things... How do you keep blaming me for you fucking up our connection? Why do I have to keep forgiving? Let's stick with the fact you choose up. Oh you chose wrong? How is that a we problem??? I chose me always the winning team far as I'm concerned. Everytime you knock me down I find a way to stand back up. Ohh I'm so bad tell me about a time I ruined your life ...not inconvenienced. Yeah I know who I am and the blessing I was now that I'm gone... you gonna hurt. No curse or hex just me gone and the consequences of your life piling up. Yeah humble pie is bitter it washes down better with honesty and self truths. 

You don't know how long I've anticipated this.  From our first kiss to the first next morning.   Come here let's see if there is a spark. I wanna kiss you and see if my knee buckles if they do oh boy are we gonna  fu... cuddle so hard that first night. You got big hands they are gonna soothe and stretch me i just know it and I can't wait. You want me to ride your tongue, fingers or dick? Let me know how to start cuz on all of them I plan to cum often and quick. I plan for you to fuck me into a puddle and slurp me back up. Your my first choice, my second and my back up. Pillow princess nah your body's Empress. Worshiping at the altar built by my parents so devoted I won't stop you. I just wanna top you, have you deep in me as I see stars then shatter in your arms. I wanna cover you in my necter and start again. I'm insatiable and I hope you can keep up. if not you better have a stiff upper lip, cuz you can't talk your way out...

Someone is walking  away their message to you or your message to them ... I use to think I needed you.  Now I see you was just a obession a way to ignore what was wrong. I needed to heal to stop chasing what I thought I needed in another and seek it in me. It took letting you go for me to finally grow.  It wasn't them , but it pushed  me in their arms. Don't worry they fucked up too  lies wrapped up in passionate connection had my heart hoping they would rescue me in me depression . Showing me  I had more to learn  there was still something my heart didn't know. I stepped away finally healed for me not to be someone's possession,   but to have control of how I show up in this world. I still seek mutual obsession  a mirrored connection in a healthy way.  Help me heal  as I soothe your scars kinda of love.

Im sorry you aren't feeling blessed and highly favored. I'm sorry you feel like Shawn Hunter (Boy Meets World) and percieve yourself as trailer park trash.  Change the way that others see you by chnging how you see yourself. Right now you are reconciling your darkside with your light becoming your true self.  You are owning the pain of the past and choosing to heal. You are no longer dealing with a blocked Crown Chakra.  There might be even those who feel they need you to stop healing becuse its stopping them from looking down their noses at you. You got money coming your way a d they can't stop it. You will be traveling,  experiencing life and they won't be able to participate in your life ever again.  You won't have to put on for Noone ever again. You will experience people who will lift you up. People who won't expect you to compete for their love just so they can devour your energy and leave you dry and lifeless. Folks have realized they lost ...

Your brother is getting  cheated on. He has a idea but doesn't want to believe it. He hopes he's wrong.  You warned him about his partner years ago. Of course he didn't believe you. Why would you know what you are talking about? You hurt him by not blindly accepting his partner, but you caught the vibes. You could see the connection is superficial.  He's now seeing the lies and he sees you as a oracle who can lead him to the glorious life he desires.  You seem to be across the world emotionally from him. He just wants to get back in connection he needs your help. You was your brothers protector even if you was mean about it and he knows that deep inside.  He also knows he's been toxic towards you.  Your brother is unfortunately is not the kindest, nicest, or most loving. You aren't in his life for a reason.  So while your away he's got to go thru it alone.  Your brother can't turn to his parents and he has no other adults to go to for ...

 Your mother had plans and she feels you're causing her delays. You pointed a light on her and she's trying to be unseen. She's been trying to connect to you through texting. She feels you're arrogant and you are asking for more than you deserve. If she was questioned about your life she would not be able to tell folks why she sabotages you. This mother tries to hide her struggles by moving the focus to you. You aren't trapped by life or by her,  you aren't kissing her butt for approval either.  She might suffer from mental illness, but that does make excuses for her malicious behavior period.. your whole life has been a play in survival mode now it's time to thrive. She may not have been the Naomi to your Ruth, but she definitely won't be stopping your Ruth or Boaz from entering your life. Right now a lot of upheaval can be happening in your life, but she knows and she doesn't care. Out of sight out of mind is how you are trying to ...

Stop worrying about what certain people think of you. The overall feeling is you are a delight. Your need to be in control is causing you to make some missteps.  Slow down, what is meant for you is coming. Just not on your time table. I know your like ive been waiting days, weeks, months or years for this where is it??  It hasnt came because you was surround by people who had no problem taking things from you by any means possible, ask for it, steal it  convince someone else to steal it, sabotage it, anything so YOU didn't have anything unless you kissed THEIR ass to get it.   You are abnormal because you dont fit their molds not because something was wrong with you.   These people figured since they cut corners, cheated, stole and lied to get the lives they had that of course you would do the same.   You have been calling back your energy and those who tried to cloak themselves in it and tried to take your accomplishments and claim them as...

Whatever is hidden is about to come to the light.  Things you needed to be made aware of finally reaching your ear. While the lack of knowledge left you out of the loop it also shined a light on those with alterior motives against you.  You had people in your life fully willing to sabotage you to stop any chance at growth.  As long as you stayed stagnant you had their support, but any attempt at movement upward and forward. Immediately blockages both physically and spiritually.   Right now you got a feminine energy all in your mix wishing you nothing, but the worse in life. Your desire to lead a life separate from her and her manipulation has left her floundering for a new lackey and Noone is as good as you. She got your assistance,love, and protection and you swallowed the abuse and made it look pretty. She won't stop til she is dead. To the outside it will look she's just trying connect but you and I both know its to be involved in your life to undermine it....

If I could just get them to hold me down. Kiss ass? Tell me how...  My head game is phenomenal. My communication though... not so good. I could be the best lover given the chance. We are so different I think that might rip us apart.  If i got them and then lost them...I'd crash the fuck out. I pushed them away to get my ego stroked by strangers. I don't want to go thru another season without them. I am on my way to them. I just want a chance. I have no idea if thats a good idea, but I have to try. I know they are trying to heal from me but.. fuck all that I need them.  I can show them I am sincere. I want to go home. Home is in their arms. I will confess everything to get a chance. I love them so, but I think what I have done has made it impossible to fix things.  It was my job to show in every interaction and moment that my love was real and there for them.  I was in my negative masculine energy and was so very toxic. I look for signs and answers and i'm ...

You ain't kissing ass. Not that anyone asked you, but your standing on business. They walked away from you and it would be nice if they came back, but you sure as hell aint chasing. Your love is actually toxic so it might be for the best. No amount of grounding and cleansing is going to erase the stink of your betrayl. You cant toss this into a void and pretend you didnt cause this pain for them, but it really is easier then talking about it. Its just too much work to make it up to them. Suicidal thoughts cloud your mind as you think about never being in their life again. How can you go on when so much evil was done by you. Its not surprising that your confidence is gone, you are a piece of shit and realizing that is so disheartning. Change is hard, its always hard so why bother? Always with the hoops and drama. They should just give in. You have nothing to gain by staying like this yet you dig in like you like this life.You invest in those who undermine you for wht to prove yo...

You really cant treat folks right can you? Everyone is not out to get others. Some people want just follow their path and be at peace. You decided if they are happy to destroy them. The worse part is you used your spititual gifts against innocent folks. You came for the right one though. Those return to senders are beating your ass arent they. Your pain is someones spirit teams best work. This person was meant to push you to face your darker side and grow. Instead you behaved like the #karmic you claim you're not. You came for their work their means of surviving in this world, like you arent struggling too. You really mad you not in their skin?? Get some damn help. If you was my childhood sweetheart, sibling, friend and I found out you had been the cause of most of the bad things happening in my life... Yeah your triffling for attacking people especially someone you claimed to love. If they had commited suicide you would have been all crying telling everyone how you loved t...

Here is a breakdown of the spiritual meanings associated with June across different traditions: 1. Pagan and Wiccan Traditions June contains the Summer Solstice (or Litha), which is the longest day and shortest night of the year in the Northern Hemisphere. This is a powerful time for spiritual practices and is celebrated as a peak of solar energy, light, and life. The spiritual significance of June includes themes of: Abundance and Growth: The season is at its most fertile, representing a time to celebrate and manifest desires. Balance: It is a moment of equilibrium between the light and the dark, symbolized by the "battle" between the Oak King and the Holly King. Magic and Manifestation: The veil between worlds is said to be thin, making it an ideal time for spells, rituals, and connecting with nature spirits. 2. Catholicism In the Catholic Church, June is traditionally known as the Month of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. This devotion focuses on the love, compassion, and...

I want to rush in. I don't want be a slave to my excitement though. I want immerse myself in you. You know it when folks are coming in to mess with you. So I cant just be rushing into your life. To me you represent wisdom gined thru eperience. You embody safety in a evil world. You are a magnet for good luck and wealth. I want to drink your waterfall thts how bad I want you. I cant move towrds you. I want to come barreling in. You are star and I love you already. I know that doors are opening for you. I wish I had that example while I was growing up. I know I come across as closed off but im scared of you. You will break my heart and keep moving and call it healing. How do i protect myself from you leaving me??? I swear give me a chance and I'll show you I'm worth it. I wanted you to change but I see now I neede to change. Everyone sees you moving like a god\goddess. You create avenues for knowlege to be shared. You teach people to see their own gifts and talents. Yo...

You want to be in charge so bad. Im sorry you aint noble, pure or even passionte about anything real. The things you need to grow you never had it instilled in you. You also choose to sty uninformed. You arent making a effort to improve yourself. You stalk folks with creepy uncle energy regardless your sex. You thrive being a monitoring spirit. You behave like child with no consequences. You might use things to tie people to you. Alcohol, weed, drugs, sex anything to get your hook in them. You analye to surprise. You try to pretend that you have much in common but you dont. You have nothing within. You epect to be catered to anddont deserve it. You havesome pedestal type mindset ehere you see yourself s better then your peers and its sad because you are lacking in so many areas. If you was to be analzyed I see #rabbit from the #hundredacrewoods type energy. Folks talking bout how fucked up you are and how your me first attitude hurts people. You got this idea your money makes yo...

No matter how I try to hide it this is me. I am pessimistic and negative. Unlike you I can't see the beauty in everything. I want you to teach me becuase I dont want this moment to pass me by. Its hard because I cantadmit how i betrayed you. I couldnt move forward in my life because I was too busy trying to stop you. Now your entirely entitled to shut me out but I hope you wont. Everything you do you do with integrity. You dont rush thru life. Iknow ou have spent a lot of time strssing thru life but you still over come. I stole from you. Your time, energy and for some even your money. I know I need you, I wish you needed me as much. I cry over how I ruined this conection. We was like family and I ruined it. I cant look you in the face becuse of the heaviness of my betrayl. I hope we can come back from this. I know things will never be the same, I still cant believe how I hurt you. I hope you will save space in your heart for me. I admit I am jealous of you and how you move....

Someone in your family did all they could to ensure you would always put them first. This person either talks alot or they talk alot about you. This is someone who you trust to keep your secrets, but its coming out they used your secrets to sabotage your life. This person manipulated you to percieve everyone as the enemy except them. Its time you need to think about this connection from a distance because its been determental to your whole life. When you finlly wake up to this your whole life is going to change. They know you are going to walk away so they hve caused distrations to keep you close. They didnt want to be seen and understood not by you or anyone else. You want to move thru life like noone is watching but people are and you need to be more ccountable with your actions. You re to invested in your love life and have let your whole life go downhill. You want a lover to save you from your evil family member but you are assisting your kin in attacking your hero. Its tim...

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You found someone who makes you feel seen. If you was wondering yes they re soulmate. are they your forever only the Universe caan tell you but right now today they are definitely your person. You learned to look past the vibe to the person. This person makes you to feel free to be fragile, to be vulnerable. This onnection is not just physical. Its healing your heart. You stopped trying to find people to match your asthetic and instead you looked for a soul match. You guys click in a way you never imagined. Ugh if you are having tooth problems please take care of your teeth. Don't worry if your person is territorial its not in a control you type way. You dont need a crowd to have your back you have them. Relax you are safe. You have people who denied you, ignored you, abused you and stole from you coming back around realizing you was the good thing in their life. They wont give up. Expect them to keep this up on and off for the next 5 yrs or so. Yes they know how stupid the...

The wolf is a powerful and complex spiritual symbol that holds different meanings across various cultures and traditions. It is often seen as a guide, a protector, and a representation of a powerful duality: the balance between fierce independence and deep loyalty to the pack. Here is a breakdown of the wolf's spiritual meaning from different perspectives. Core Spiritual Meanings The wolf as a spirit animal or totem is generally associated with: Instinct and Intuition: The wolf's survival depends on its keen instincts. Spiritually, it symbolizes the importance of trusting your "gut feelings" and inner voice to navigate life's challenges. Loyalty and Community: While the "lone wolf" is a popular archetype, the pack is central to the wolf's existence. The wolf represents strong family ties, communication, and the importance of finding your own "pack" or tribe to support you. Freedom and Independence: The wolf's untamed nature and abi...

Birch the Achiever" is a term from Celtic Tree Astrology, a system that assigns a tree sign to individuals based on their birth date. Characteristics of the Birch Sign Dates: December 24 to January 20 Personality: People born under the Birch sign are known as "The Achiever" because they are highly driven, ambitious, and resilient. Key Traits: Natural Leaders: They are cool-headed and often take command in difficult situations. Ambitious: They have a strong desire to reach for more and are always striving for higher aspirations. Resilient: Like the birch tree, which is often the first to grow back after a fire, they are tough and can thrive in challenging environments. Inspiring: Their drive and ambition can motivate others. Compatibility: According to this system, Birch signs are often compatible with Vine and Willow signs. Who are you walking away from? They are claiming their love won't hurt you but, all i hear is crying. A broken woman wailing in my he...