Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Someones baby dad wants them dead. This person has tried to have them attacked, raped, has tried to pin crimes and spread lies just because they can live a independant life without them. They have conspired to keep you struggling. They had you under surverillance. They thought you was so in love you would never suspect that they was after you. Karma is coming good and bad. This individual always feared you seeing that you could do better. Now they see their fears actually coming thru they have done a 180 now they want to be on this path with you. They are brokenhearted because if only they knew you was this capable... They are crying now... They see shaking your foundation was futile youare the builder so you always rose again stronger. Addictions may be a factor in this situation. They fear your touch yet they crave it. They dont understand the signals their body sending them but they know they don't like it. You know things you have ideas you can help them. Its not like they

Someone has been trying to be in someone's energy. Your intuition has been definitely on point about a situation. You thought you had more chance. Yet you hesitated and now I feel like I am doing this alone. You have no desire to explore life anymore. You apologized and you told them you was in love with them and they walked away. You wanted marriage but never showed them that intent. Their lack of faith in you heart was the seed that started this hate train. They couldn't be bought by any means. They had leader energy. They cause many to fall in love with them. At least you realize trying to continue to fight is futile. You admire their drive and ambition. You see they meant what they say standing on business.You arent willing to get another no from them so you are moving on.

Someone wants to finally keep a promise to you. This person doesn't have to reflect anymore they know with you is where they want to be. If this person used to be a ass they no longer are a huge jackass. Your love is saving this person and they are so grateful. This person is willing to kiss your ass in attempt to make something happen. In a past fall season they failed to prove their love toward you. They see how hard you are working and they dont want to interrupt.They also know you chew people up and spit them out. Yet in spite of allthat they still see you as someon who they want tohave in sickness and health. They are heart broken right now over you. They feel you are the lottery and they lost out by just one digit so they are gioing tokeep teyring until they get you. They are so impatient. They feel you are punishing them. So many people got your name in their mouths they can't help, but keep thinking of you. Nothing they are learning right now are they retaining ass

Karma is coming good and bad. You knew it was heading your way. You didn't care if certain individuals was happy if they couldn't attribute that happiness to you. You move so uniquely few suspected. Your health is poor right now. Your trying to stick your fingers in your ears to ignore what is happening, but its to persitant. You know exactly how its gonna go. You don't want to think about how you lost the postion you held so tightly onto. You are actually really smart you always adapted and it allowed you to win alot, but unfourunately this one the big one you lost. You have been living in your lower energy for to long. You don't feel wonderful, empathetic, inuitive, righteous or determined and I'm sorry do some shadow work and heal. Healing leads to so many lovely new things. You don't have to be numb anymore. You can have a open heart not a sensitive heart. Kindness wont leave you looking stupid. Kindness begats kindness. I would say reach out but yo

The ash tree is  a Druidic birth sign for people born between February 18 and March 17 . People with this sign are said to be imaginative, artistic, and free-thinking. They may also be intuitive, moody, and withdrawn at times. Ash signs are said to be inspired by nature and have a strong interest in art, writing, science, and theology. They are also said to be in a constant state of self-renewal and rarely care about what others think of them So you like to sabotage things. Trying to keep someone from having stability is wrong. Wanting negative things to happen in peoples lives is sad. Some of you are really trying tobe apart of another coupkes connection like you have aright tobe. Shame on you Your behavior is neither appropriate nor ok. So what if you feel average that is not a reasonto hate onothers. You are not finessing your way out of this. Your facade has broken and yu are seen for who you truly are. Thankgoodness somepeople have gotout ofyour cl

Ooooh you met someone. You aren't getting the usual signals of desire so you are confused. Since they aren't up under your butt you don't feel comfortable. They are just trying to take things slow. I know you are used to someone trying to get in your mix fast but this is probaby your first time falling in love not lust.This isn't something quick. You are holding back and keeping secrets. Just be honest tell them you would like to be more in what ever it is you require to feel more deired. Its not bad luck to be honest regardless of the outcome. You might misunderstand them alot. So what they don't mind explaining what they mean. Have more faith in them. Have more faith in yourself. If you feel like you are being fake then work on yourself. Traveling wont fill any voids if you arent working on yourself lovey. Drinks and dro won't fill the hole within baby shadow work will. If you haven't let your self dream please do. All your dreams are a sign you are

You are looking to the future and you are hoping someone is going to be in it. You might even pose as a client to talk to them. Their body is on 10 aand their head game is a thousand. You miss their touch. Your soul hurts. You are sorry you werent always devoted to them. You owe them money. You just want to love them. You have been waiting your whole life for them except when you had them cuz you didnt know what you had. You want to gas them up for life. You want to hep them elevate. You want to bring peace to their life. You are needy and think they can fix it. You aren't thnking clearly. Do you not see what is actually happening in their world? Yes you aren't a drug dealer but are you a drug user? I don't get how you have this ego with no deep confidence behind it? Are you scared someone will call your bluff? I am glad you recognize you hurt your person. What are you going to do? I see go to school and better yourself... nothing wrong with that. In life there

Shit is coming your way. Love like you have never experienced the rub your back when you can't sleep type love. There was a time when you was heartless and now you feel like you are the vulnerable one. This love is coming to bless you in all arenas of life especially in business. You will start to see that while you may give more your love isn't going into a empty vessel allyou give will mulriply. You see this angel and you get why they come from the divine now. They will be the one to show you how to get to paradise in every plane of existence. You want to reassure this person you want to be there for the long run. Do not immediately propose working together its gonna come off as red flaggy. ok I thought this was goin one way but i see that was your facade. Your plan is to use this person. Shame on you scorpio. Why would you want someone tobe dead inside? Didn't you mess up? Aren't you seeking forgiveness? So if you are in the wrong how dare you want to hurt th

I know that I never have told you how I felt about you. I know its been years and you think I forgot you but I fuck with you the long way. The way I feel about you has to be from the Universe. I have been watching you like I am a FBI agent. I don't know what move to make to come to you. I cant play chess, checkers, or monopoly with you I know what ever move I make you are going to see it coming a mile away. I know I need to just spit it out and tell you. You have inspired me to heal. I had so many childhood wounds that I never addressed but because of you I am learning how to face those things. I want to be like you and grow and heal. I beleive i can have love becuase you have taught me to love myself more in a healthy way. I would love a oppurtunity to sit down and talk I feel you would help me so much. You are freaking talented and im low key in awe. I am damaged. My brokeness causes me to hurt and use others and i don't want to be like that anymore. I never learned h

I don't feel abundant. I dont have the words to save myself. I cheated in life to get thngs moving quicker. I wish i had told the truth. I shouldnt have tried to set you up. What I had with you wasnt worth it. I stopped playing on your phone. Yes, i want to sleep with you but that isnt the point I just want to see why everyone falls for you. My jealousy over you made me keep walking away. I wish you would call me my sexual health isnt the best and i know you could help me. Did my bad friendship push you away? Did my attacking your business keep you away? Why did you walk away how or what did you find out that turned you away? I apologized. I didn't change a thing but i said sorry. I thought you liked me for me??? I stopped spying i swear. I stopped lying about you. I just miss your love and support. I miss listening to muisc and singing with you. The 90s were lit for us remember? I have to confess i never showed you all of me. Its to late to fix ths connection isnt it.

I have a lot of things I need to hide. Like i don't think your adorable. Spirit is mad at me and I am facing Karma. I was the fuck up in my connections...all of them. I never tried really hard. I tend to stalk becuse I am insecure and have some childhood trauma I can't heal from becuase my abuser is still in my life. I want to mark you as mine, but right now I can't. I realize I have been waiting my whole life for you and you was right here. I spent more time tearing you down and undermining your growth. I couldn't see how magic you were. You was the smooth whiskey in the dark night of the soul on the rocks my life has been. I haven't done nearly a quarter of the inner work that you have cuz I never started. I want to say you are spying on me, but I know you aren't that way. I just have to keep hoping you will show me some toxicness to feel more safe around you. Your kindness rung false, but that is because i didn't know any real kindness. You are my li

I hear " the way you make me feel, you really turn me on, you knock me off my feet..." So someone likes Micheal Jackson and you bring out their King of Pop. You are so enchanting that their friends are wanting you as well. This person is not confused about you. Every change you make to yourself never takes away from how perfectly you fit together. You don't need to boss up you are already a BOSS. You don't need encouragement you know this connection is right. You have been waiting your whole life for this connection. You aren't going to brag but you know you are menat for each other. The moon energy has been off the charts when yall been doing your thang. Just know here and now they promise to love you faithfully. You are all they need. Please go get checked together its not a matter of not trusting but a bonding moment. In the past others would guilt you for being on your health kick but not this person. When you do come together you will feel br

I feel like its time for me to be strong. I have given some much of myself away and now I just want to share with you alone. You bring light to the dark in every soul. I didn't realize the blessing you was destined to be. I thought you were a blockage in my movements in life. I didn't understand that you would be a source of information and support. I pushed and attacked and thought my hand was hidden. I came for your postionand even attacked your business. I had no idea how strong you truly was. Please don't hurt me even though I deserve it. I would like a chance to make it up to you. My heart is hurt at the betrayl i dealt you. I want to grow with you. I hope I haven't totally missed my chance. Please go talk to the ancestors and see if they will forgive me and let me back in your energy. I love your fucking vibe , your love is soothing and you ease people's lives. You are so creative i envy you and I wish i had your gifts. That is why i alienated you. I l

NO more fear of missing out. You see whom you desire and you believe they are all you need. You want to make a movie witht hemthey fascinate you so much. You know if you come together it wont be a ordinary love. You are so drained waiting for the signal from Spirit to move forward. You know you needed to work on your crown chakra. You was in a terrible space and would have taken out on this person and would have been negative instead of the good you actually want to be. You neverr told them how you really feel making jokes and teasing or complete silence. Now you have themonthis pedestalbut you want to get to know them. See if the real matches up.Don't be so nervous this personis very resiliant. They are all you ever wanted in a partner. Its ok to fear the unknow but trust your intuitionis has rarely failed you. Man if someone makes you smile why wouldnt you want to deal with them? This person is definitely going to feel like home to you. They will be into everything you are

Message from your person: I'm working on myself. I have stepped out of the crazy and away from the ledge. I have some things I need to focus on. I have nothing to lie to you about. I won the lottery dealing with you. My girth is made to plant seeds in your earth. This aint no Romeo & Juliet bull shit connection. I am trying to prove myself to both of us. I want everyone to know you're mine. I knew you could hurt me so I ran from you. I flirted with others, but refuse to play games with them. My thoughts and prays werent with any one i was just raw dogging life. I had no good examples to follow so I created my own. Since I made my own rules how can I be bothered by the nonsense of our haters. Its like why focus on people who arent living day to day with me?? I am focused on you because you are someone who will bless my life daily. I can't be a god without my goddess. I had you and lost you. I want you back. Let's have adventures. In the past I didnt figure yo

Im looking to the sky because like Tupac said, "Everything is going to be all right." Right now it feels like you are o a uphill battle and there is interference. I have been fighting for love do you know that. Specifically I am fighting for your love. I always knew a great love was out there for me. I had hopes it was you but you choose to remain stagnant and you are starting to rot in your stubbornness. You are out here behaving like a depraved leader. You took my breath away i thought you was the eye in the storm. My mistake you was the fulcrum to all the drama. I'm leaving. I wanted to smoke and pick your brain but i don't want really anything to do with you anymore your blind to your habits. I am tired of being in a groundhog day situation with you same shit all the time. You dont even fuck up in new ways. You act like you don't get it you aren't in charge. You are a beacon of darkness, lies and emotional abuse offering me up like im a nag a chips f

You have the ability to see the potential in anything.Do you feel what I feel Is this rfighting for this. eal? The answers to all of lifes questions is YOU!! I know i am beyond toast in your eyes. I am worse then a fraud I am a failure because I never tried. I didn't see any value in a connection with you. I couldnt imagine being in love. I didnt take life seriously. I judged your age. You actually take very good care of yourself. tate. Its the best way I want to ptotect you from toxic lovers and be the loving entity you need. You are my comfort , understanding and I want to protect you. I want to marry you dummy. My soul awakens with you. My controlling, abusive behavior, my lack of direction and agressive nature was due to my solar plexus being blocked but I am working harder on being aligned. I seek more knowledge on connected with you. Your vibe scares me. We both need to meditate. Its the best way to quiet our minds. All I want to do is grw old with you. All my love is

They have kept us apart long enough. I have done enough research to know you are the real deal. I see a abundant life with you. I run these streets but you run my sheets. There is something you dont see coming and Im excited you arent expecting it. I ambuilding something big for us. I am going to need your help. Karma has been kicking my ass. You have a way of doing things that make me want to cater to you. I want to give you gatorade when your tummy aches. I want to take a social media break with you just shut it all off and immerse ourselves in each other. You are going to ruin my surprise though. You are so in the know with the spirit you might "hear" my plans before I even make them. I didnt confess my love and that is why I missed out on you and why I'm trying so hard to make my way back. I know I can't do this without you. I am no longer hesitant. I see the simliarites in our life. You are unexpected blessing andI'm not planning on letytin

I want to sop you up. I will fight em all to keep them away from you. I do not have bad intentions i just want to love you. This is NOT a ordinary love. You are the sweetest taboo. I am single with no ex drama. I just need to have you in my arms and I will be fine the problem is there seems to be to many obstacles in the world to keep me fromhaving you for forever. I don't care if its offical or not you are mine and the damn world better deal with it. I don't need to know more i need to solve the problem not ask how i got to the answer. I am heavy with regret. I am fighting my demons so you recieve me healed. I am coming as swiftly as i can I hop e you are ready for me when i arrive. I want to blow your mind. This is all about perect timing. I am prepared to chase you ut i really wish you would stop running. I wwant to make the world fair for you.

I see them in your pockets. Waiting to see what they can take from you. I know your meant to be men. I don't have to ask any questions I see you. Head to toe I want you. You are friendly. You aren't karmic and you aren't a soulmate either you must be that twin flame delay i keep hearing about. I want to delve into the most intimate ways of connecting. I want to make moves that leave you breathless. The universe will help me please you. I can't tell if you are wearing a mask. I am scared i am all in and you are just waiting to drop kick my heart. I want you morning, noon and night. I need you in my life. You are so sweet. This love i have for you rocked my world. I didn't know how much i loved you. Your love lifts me when everything else has me depressed and suicidal. I am grateful you are my lover. I want to see the world like you do. Its all butterflies and dragon flies for you and all i see demons and fire and brimstone. I appreciate i dint have to

I don't want to be numb anymore. I want to be wonderful, independent, intelligent, righteous and determinded. I want to take chances. I don't want to be stuck in the same postion for the rest of my life. I don't want to keep feeling this way either. I keep saying Iwant to leave but what it really is want someone anyone to ask me to stay. Noone wants me around. My friendships and superficial and my family connections are nonexistent. I know I am the total package why don't I feel that way? I feel like life is fucking me raw and i didn't even get lunch. I want a partner in life not a liability so I have to learn to be a partner. I am defeating my addictions but its a lonely struggle. I am working on my soul. I owe myself a healed futuresince my past was more broken then i understood. I don't want to keep day dreaming of dreams of old i want to create a future. I am learning to be grateful insted of taking life for granted. I am learning to laugh instead o

I want to wine and dine this person. I listened to these people who convinced me o treat them lkie crap. I with held my heart. Now people are waiting to tsee if I will be able to get them back. They hacve the It factor and I was jealous. They created a postion becuae the world wouldnt make one for them. I didn't see them for all they were what little i i glimpse angered me and I immediatiely had to prove i was more. Any thing i could make them compare against what i had in order to get a supeior vibe i utlized. I just kept trying to mkae them feel honored and blessed to have me time when really they was doing me the facors. I lost out big time and now I am scrambling to get this connection back. It was the best I ever had. i know it was my one time to deal with the Gods and I fucked the pooch. I ruined my connection with their children as well. I can't come back from the devestation i caused their whole family. My selfish intentions did not take into account I had a realt

I learned to stop listening to others opinion of myself. I had to learn how to love me for me not how others accepted me. I had to see my brillance in the dark of others negativity. I had to see that i did not had to be a liar, cheater, deciever, or heartbreaker in order to enjoy life when that is what was presented as the ideal path to take. Now no one has anything to say because how can they judge a path they fear going down? Embracing my sacral energy I have healed in ways I never knew I needed. Regardless like Ginuwine says I am the same ole G. I am starting a new legacy and am loving working on its foundation. No longer hiding my gifts I am embracing the changes in my life. I have walked away from a lot of connections I thought i had to fight for. I cannot fight others demons for them though I sure as hell tried. Now its time to dream and not everyone will dream with me nor decide to help me make my dreams come true and thats ok its not meant to be everyones reality.

The clock is ticking. I am seeing i shouldn't haved started any shit cuz now I'm in a shit storm. I played so many games thinking I was winning. I attacked a beautiful, sexy, honest person becuse they wouldnt accept my lies. This person saw thru me and I hated it. Everyone else accepted what I told them with no question but not that person. I thought i had triggered their abandonment issues and that they would cling to me. I can no longer create. I'm dying on the inside just drowning in tears. I am so damaged. I tried to come back and got shown boundaries. I am stuck in my head and want another chance with that person. I know they are magical and I want to have part in that majesty. I want to be wrapped in the siren gift of their love and i feel like i destroyed my self on the shores of their indifference littered with the stones of my nagging, negging, lying, ghosting, basically my emotional abuse. I tried to be a agent to their destruction. I am addicted to them.

Ok I've stepped away from the ledge...now what? Ok I need to work onmyself. I don't want to its hard, its scary its alot. I rather blame others and just be angry. I can't face the hurt!! I've done a lot of things I shouldn't have. I am stopping though. Its just not worth the trouble. I want God like experience so I need to change my perspective and my behavior as well. I want to love myself for real. I need help. I want to have people i can really lean on. I want people to want to be like me. I want real love. I want to learn how to take the high road. I want to stop going into connections that prevent me from being my best. I see that i cannot be in intimate connections if i won't let my guards down. There is a grandparent angel watching over me though and i appreciate that. I am seeking wisdom so I can then pass it on as well. I want to be the type of person people lean on. In the past I have been the enemy with glee. I see now I need healing. I hav

I just want to chill with you. Watch some comfort shows with you. I'm dying but I will fix this for my kids. I will be a guardian angel. I will make up for it all. I will find joy in being a protector. Stepping away from the mortal coil is getting easier day by day. I actually am happier knowing my time is near. I am tired . I can't keep on this path. I want out. When it rains I think of you and i feel regret. As if God is showing me you crying. I owe you especially. I shouldn't have gathered people to be against you. I am not surprised you turned your back on me but it still hurt me because you dig yur heels in. I guess you see pass face value connections that played on your inexperience in life. I came for you and you was nowhere near prepared. Right now I am fighting my demons. Im shrinking within. Could we just sit and talk I have so many questions. No matter how old you were you always had answers for me. Insightful and witty. I utilized as many of your talents a

I can't pick up the phone to call you. There is nothing stopping me but me. I am so scared this will go badly. I know i need to say something to you. I fear you won't let me talk to you. I dream of you every night trying to reach out to you thru the ethers. I got caught up in my addictions and couldn't come towards you like that. I was stagnant and didn't do any work to heal. I deserve any hate you send my way, but I would like to try again. I want to create memories with you. I want to cherish you and show people they fucked up on lossing you. I want to laugh and cry with you. I already love you and i can't wait to fall more in love with you. You are so unique. I think I can statisfy you. I know i can give you the axcess to be kind to the world. I wantto feel your touch I know I'll never let you go. I want to have a child or build a business with you. Legacy in any way or everyway with you. I want to elevate you so much your haters will be confused ab

Time is not a illusion and its being wasted. I find it funny. You're supposed to change for the good. I don't see that, stalking you I'm not getting the switch up.I got what I wanted from you. I thought it would have been morer but looks like your facade was as good as mine. You make me sick to my stomach and i feel like this was the biggest waste of time. You are not the monster I thought you was. I actually made you worse. Oh well. You beinfg in my life is horrible. I can't truly stand you. Every song you dedicated to me I hate now. I'm literally running out of stuff to listen to. You make me miserable and sick. YOu are all the things I want in a man I just dont want them in you. You are actually solid and dependable. I am jealous that you figured out how to love yourself in the midst of this chaos. I am trying not to lose this connection because I don't like to lose. You are a bright light and i lucked out on meeting you . If you would just stop trying t

I'm so tired of being alone . Every connection is empty and just lust filled. Noone can handle talking to me every one has something to say about how I talk to them. I feel lost with no true direction. Every path I thought was for me has ceased to exist and I feel like a kid still waiting to grow up. I can't seem to change my perspective nothing I learn seems to fit so I discard it and end up still hungering for fufillment. I can tell a tale but I can't tell my story. I still haven't figured out the plot line. I made some calculated errors and now I am paying for it in spades. I thought these last few moves was going to lead me to my final path of success. I thought Iwas heading towards success and comfort. I thought my forever was around the ocorner. I had started my spirtual journey and opened up so many doors. I was so eager. Now my solar lexus is blocked. I have become controlling, i have no direction and i am overly agressive. My intelligence can't save

I didn't imagine my future beyond 25 so I feel as if i am just living life aimlessly. I feel alone in the world since you deserted me. I want to kiss your ass to get you to come back but my pride wont let me. I have not been treated fairly by you. I thought by now you wold show me more desire to connet by now. I just want to love you. I'll tell you to stay away but I'll keep the door open. I know you are not my soulmate I just don't feel brave enough to let you go. You are not healed either but you are low key scaring me because you dont seem to be worried about yourself. Its like you dont see the danger you place yourself in. I am also jealous you are spreading yourself in every diretion but this one. You seem ok not connected to me. That hurts so much. I broke down my boundaries for you. Now I am trapped in some toxic habits trying to bury myself so I can't feel the pain. I miss how easy you was to be myself around. You loved every part of me. Your out there